𝐇𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐓𝐨 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮

chapter 2

You've been woken up by one of the maids. When you made your way to your bathroom you saw your bags and you guessed that was your clothes. You sighed as you entered the bathroom. You took a shower and looked around the bathroom, your room after leaving the bathroom. You will miss sleeping in this room or doing absolutely anything in your room. You looked on your bed and saw some clothes. One of the maids should have leave them there for you. You dried yourself and wore your clothes. After drying your hair with the hair dryer, you went downstairs. You went to kitchen and saw your mom talking to one of the maids and eating a breakfast. She wasn't any better that you. You were her daughter after all.

Your mom patted the empty sit next to her and looked at you sadly. Your food and tea was already there. You sat and had your breakfast in silence until you asked where your brothers were. She said that, they were out for the business and making sure that the wedding will be awesome. When she said the word 'wedding' you looked at your plate and began to play with your food. She patted your shoulder and tried to assure you that everything will be okay. You just nodded as an answer.

After some time it was time for you to get ready. Your hair and makeup was done perfectly by professionals. Your dress was beautiful. It was long, heavy in some way but still it was stunning. After wearing it you looked at yourself in the mirror and you felt like crying. But you couldn't because of makeup. Your mom gave you a hug and lead you to the exit door. Taking a last glance at the house you left the house.

As soon as you arrived at church you felt like you're gonna die of nervousness. Even Wanda and Michael's words didn't help you to calm down. Wanda was almost forcing you to calm down so Michael dragged her out of the room saying let the poor girl breathe! You were fixing your hair a little and a door opened. It was Oscar, he nodded as he held out his hand for you to hold and walk down the aisle. You took an one last glance at the mirror and left with your brother.

There he was. Standing in nice, classic black suit. Behind him was a good looking blonde guy. Both of them were tall, well built, handsome and had a black suit on. Your eyes met Bucky's. You couldn't deny the fact that he was attractive but you couldn't also deny the fact that you hated him. Your brother walked you to in front of your soon to be husband, kissed your cheek and went to have his seat next to Jake and the others. Behind you were standing Wanda and Michael. Bucky's eyes never left your figure. You looked up to him again.

After the vows were said the priest said "You may now kiss the bride" You knew it was coming obviously, but still couldn't help but let your heart beat fast. Bucky smiled and it reminded that you two had to play a loving couple. So you played your role, smiled. Bucky leaned down and you tilted your head. You always imagined this kiss as magical and full of love but this one was the opposite of what you imagined. You heard everyone applaud and the boys-most of Bucky's boys-scream and whistle. After pulling back you two smiled and people cheered up for the last time. From his shoulder you saw Steve smiling at you so you smiled back at him. Wanda slightly tapped your shoulder (which Michael complained under his breath, he wanted you to have the space you needed). You turned around and hugged her and hugged Michael. While hugging him, he whispered to your ear "If he ever hurts you, doesn't matter how, you will tell me ok?" You smiled and nodded.

Bucky drove you both to his house. The ride went silent. It wasn't comfortable nor it was bad, it was rather awkward. You didn't know each other and had nothing to talk about. You felt like crying but you didn't want to cry in front of him. You looked out the window and saw couple holding hands, people looking at each other lovingly. Their relationship seemed perfect. Just like the way you always wanted yours to be. But unfortunately your life didn't want to give it to you.

The first 2 hours was weirdly awkward. You took shower while he was showering in another bathroom. You did a light makeup then left the room. He acted like you didn't exist and you acted like he didn't exist. You thought that it was gonna be this way your whole life.

Maid named Florence announced that the food is ready so you and Bucky went to the dining room. He sat at the head of the table and you sat next to him. You had to make sure that maids thought it was real love so they won't spread rumors. Bucky knew that too that's why he sometimes-when he catches your eyes-would smile at you. Two maid were in the room so Bucky wanted to act natural. "So babygirl, how are you feeling?" You wanted to cringe at the nickname but you figured out that he must have called his girlfriends that, that's why he said it to sound..normal. You smiled and said "I'm so happy-" you stopped for a second to think of a nickname and blurred out what first came to your mind "-Love. I love you." You couldn't believe that you had to say i love you to each other so others won't suspect anything. "I love you too baby." He smirked and continued to eat so did you. You didn't felt anything to those words other than hatred.

As soon as you finished your food you excused yourself. You went to bathroom and brush your teeth while tears were falling from your eyes. You hated everything amd everyone right now. You didn't wanted this life, you didn't wanted to die in a house where you have to pretend to love your husband. But that's what's gonna happen and it broke your heart to million pieces. You wanted at least be friends with him even though you hated him. You didn't wanna live like this. You've been here for like 3 hours and you already hated it. The knock on the door pulled you out of your thoughts. "Come in." Your voice was shaky and you dried your tears as much as you can. Florence opened the door and politely said "Mr.Barnes wanted to know if you're ok." You nodded and smiled but she seemed to know it was fake. "Yeah, I'm awesome!" She nodded and spoke again "Ok I'll inform him that." She was about to leave but she said "Mrs.Barnes, are you sure you're ok?" You nodded and she sighed. "You can call me if you ever need something" With a small smile she left. Your makeup was ruined so you fixed it a little and came to the living room.

You heard footsteps so you looked at the door and saw that blonde guy walk in. He slightly smiled and sat next to you. "Hi, I'm Steve Rogers." His voice was calm and relaxing. "Y/N Barnes." You smiled and shook his hand. His touch made you relax too. "Also you don't have to pretend that you love Bucky. I'm his best friend i know what's going on." You nodded at those words and you 2 began to have a little conversation. He talked about himself and you talked about yourself. He told you that he arrived like 5 minutes ago and he had to talk to Bucky but he was busy so he's taking to you. "I think me and you will be good friends." He said and you smiled. "I hope so." Just as you finished your sentence Bucky came in and said that now he can talk to Steve. Steve hugged you even gave you a kiss on the cheek which made Bucky..he didn't even understand what he just felt. He decided to ignore the feeling and solve a problem in the business.

The night came and Bucky lead you to his room. "I know you're probably thinking that 'there's many other rooms why should i sleep with you?' Act. Don't forget to act like a married couple who loves each other." He talked while taking off his clothes and throwing you a pair of pajama. You went to the bathroom and changed. When you came back Bucky was already laying in bed so you joined him.

You left as much as space you could and turned to face the wall. "You know, we could at least be friends or something." He suddenly said and you turned to face him. "So we're on the same page." You said and he smiled. He looked so handsome but you still couldn't bring yourself to love him or at least like him. Not yet at least. There's a plenty of time. You both talked a bit then slept.
You hoped that tomorrow won't go bad.

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