𝐇𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐓𝐨 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮

chapter 3

You woke up at the sofa you were sitting. But wait, weren't you at the bed? Didn't Bucky say you guys should be friends? You sighed. Of course it was a dream. Why would Bucky say it? He obviously hates you. You hate him too so you didn't know why you felt a little disappointed. As you were about to look at the time, you heard your name. You looked at the door and saw Steve standing there, smiling while Bucky was standing behind him with his hands in his pockets. You returned the smile Steve was giving.

"I'm going home so I thought I would say goodbye." He said while walking towards you. You stood up and Steve gave you a tight hug. You hugged back and his hug made you feel safe for some reason. Steve pulled back, held your arms and said "You can always call me if something goes wrong ok?" You just smiled and nodded. He kissed your cheek and left the room. You couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable. The comfort you felt with him even though it was for some seconds went away. But you brushed it of with a he's probably a touchy person.

Bucky looked at the watch and said "Let's go sleep". You nodded and heard footsteps coming closer. Florence entered and asked if you guys needed anything else. You shook your head with a gentle smile and Bucky did the same. She said good night and left the room.

You and Bucky went to the bedroom. You knew that asking "why are we sleeping in the same room?" was stupid. You changed your clothes to pajama and lay down. Bucky after 5 minutes came back from the bathroom and lay down next to you. He sighed and turned around without a word. You could see his back and even that made you angry. You hated him. You hated every part of him. You turned around to face the wall and let out a long sigh. You wandered why Wanda haven't called or texted you. You just thought that she was simply busy. You didn't need another thing to overthink when there's plenty already. 

You couldn't sleep. You simply couldn't and how can you when there's a man you hate is sleeping next to you. You had so much in your mind. Is this what's always gonna happen? Is this how you were gonna leave from now on? In this cold, dark house that had a very dark aura with the person you hate the most? The answer was yes and you knew it. And it was killing you in the inside.

After some time of thinking you went to sleep. And when you woke up you weren't facing the wall. You were facing Bucky's side. But Bucky wasn't there. You thanked god for that. Imagine how cringe it would be. You did what everyone does in the morning and went downstairs. You eat breakfast and wanted to ask Florence where Bucky was but then you thought it would be weird. He would tell you where he went but he didn't because why would he? So you kept the question to yourself. 

You were scrolling through YouTube while sitting on the sofa because you had nothing else to do then received a call from Wanda. You brought phone to your ear and heard her voice. "Hey Y/N. How are you felling?" You sat up and said "Hi yeah I'm ok and you?" She nodded at the other end of the call. "I'm alright. How's things going?" You sighed and answered "Silent." You heard her sigh. "It's killing me that I can't do anything, can't help you. Sorry" You were quick to answer. "No please don't think that. It's not your fault. You don't have to deal with my problems." You heard her sniff and you figured that she was crying. "I love you Y/N" You were about to answer she said "I love you so much." You smiled and said "I love you too Wanda. Thank you for everything." "I did-" You heard someone say something but you couldn't hear what they said. Wanda sighed and and said "I gotta go Y/N bye." She hung up without waiting for you to answer. You frowned. Now you got worried. Who was the person in the background? She was living alone and if you moved in to her boyfriend's home. No, she would tell you that. All you could do was hope she was ok.

After 10 minutes Florence said that Bucky is home and you dismissed her with a polite smile and nod. Bucky entered the room you were in and sat at the end of the sofa - away from you.

Your phone began to buzz, you looked at the phone. Michael. You wasted no time and picked it up. "Hey Y/N, how are you? Is everything ok? Bucky doesn't hurt you right?" He kept asking questions and you didn't have time to say anything. "Mi- Michael..Michael!" Your voice raised a little. "Yes?" You sighed before talking. "Calm down. I'm ok, everything's ok." "Thank god. Sorry for bombing you with questions, I'm just really worried." You smiled. You were lucky to have him as a bestfriend. "I know. Thanks. How's things going for you?" You and him started to have a normal conversation then said goodbyes.

It was nighttime again. This day was boring. You and Bucky didn't say a word to each other. And you still were worried about Wanda. You really hoped she was ok. She can get in trouble a lot but this one seemed like a serious one. Maybe she was ok, maybe she was somewhere else. Maybe you were just overthinking. But what if, she really is in trouble. Well all you can do was to wait to see it. With many thought in your mind sleeping wasn't an easy thing to do, but you still somehow managed to get some sleep.

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