rants by a sad, gay supreme leader

stress

God I fucking stress out about the stupidest little things that shouldn't matter and I never stress about things that actually kind of matter

take school for example

I don't really give a crap about my grades

but

if someone gives me a weird look or something i get so self conscious and run away

also

I apologize way too fucking much

it's so annoying, I even annoy myself when I say it

every time someone says something that suggests hurt feelings or annoyance or irritation with me I'm just immediately all "I'm sorryyyyy" and it honestly must be annoying as fuck

and then I hate myself for saying it and I feel the need to fucking apologize again

ugh

sometimes I don't even know what I'm apologizing for

-satan is sorry for this

-do you see what I did there