Ayanokoji learning to be human

Pity between creations

On some days he pitied Hirata Yosuke.

It wasn't about his reputation or looks but...the way he holds himself. So controlled and bottled up. It was like a piece of machinery sorting out the good and bad products. Only letting the good out as to not ruin the image the company has created.

But in its own sense it was self destructive as well.

It reminded him of the creation "Cant Help Myself."

A piece he had saw with his father during a business trip. One he had found strange. Fascinating.

The way the machinery's only task was to sweep the liquid surrounding itself as it continued to pour from it's insides. It's task to sweep, and sweep, and sweep. Going on forever, to fulfill the perpetual task it was programmed for.

The robots, just a simple design, only task to not let the spilling liquid out of a certain perimeter did amazing with its job. Nothing useless added to its program to hinder its job. It moved effortlessly and animated around when the liquid leaking out would move to close to its limited area. And it was breathtaking. It was almost like it was dancing.

But, the creation didn't last long. Its once effortless motions turned awkward as time passed on. It's animated shakes and swipes turned slow and lifeless. It once effortless job became....difficult to the robot.

And the robot....

It slowly began to stop, to rust and wear down. It got tired of doing the same thing over and over again. And in the end it will no longer run and will fall apart.

He thought during the plane ride that the robot almost looked like a person trying desperately to keep going. It looked painful. It look pitiful.

Which is why it reminded him of Hiratas control on his emotions he lets out. A repetitive task of keeping the bad in, and the good out.

So, he pities him.

He pitted the day Hirata ends up rusting and breaking down here like he did in his middle school days.

But he also pitted the similarities between the robot and himself.

But this is about Hirata. Someone who's to busy taking care of everybody else to take care of himself. Someone with so much hope and light in himself.

So he pity's the day he breaks.

The day hirata stops trying and his flawed happy aura he keeps around him at all times ends up floating away.

Hiratas Messiah complex wont be cured in a few weeks, months, or even years.

It will take a while for Hiratas guilt to wear off but when it does he feels it'll be breathtaking.

So yes he pity's Hirata Yosuke, but he also pity's himself in the end.