I've Had Enough

Part 2

Izuku's POV :
My sleep was rudely disturbed by the
painful sound of the alarm.I turned it off , made my bed , went to the bathroom, put on my uniform , grabbed a toast with butter and strawberry jam on top , and headed out . Once I closed the door I sighed as I felt it was somehow a rushed morning . I walked to school since it wasn't that far , and I didn't wanna bother mom so early in the morning . It was really refreshing to have a walk in the early morning , but it wasn't for people like ..."me". I could feel the hateful stares of our neighbors though I was pinning my head to the ground , and believe me if I could have buried myself at that moment then I would've .
I kept observing the tiles instead of the nature around , and since I was way too concentrated on my steps I didn't realize where I am until I crashed into ..him , what a "good morning " .

I looked up only to be met with red ,flaming with anger , crimson eyes starring daggers into my weak useless soul. What could I probably do ? Run for my life ?! No . I f****ing froze there like a dumb shitty nerd as he would describe me .

" SO SHITTY NERD U'RE INSISTING ON BEING A PEBBLE IN MY WAY .."
I was panicking, I couldn't even manage to say a word in defense or anything else . He cracked his fingers while squeezing his eyes shut as if summoning the devils of the Bakugo's . Being the dumb me and knowing how fucked up my situation is , and how I would probably complete my way limping to get to school , I gathered all the remaining strength I had and rushed as fast as my legs can take me .
I know I'm gonna regret this , but I wasn't in the mood of being a punch bag for the pissed blonde in the early morning.

I reached my seat breathless, and was greeted with my beautifully decorated desk that was painted with hurtful words ,which is something I'm trying to get used to ..
Almost everybody was in class including the teacher . The lesson was about to start if not interrupted by the entrance of the king of bullies . He walked to his seat carelessly with one hand in his pocket and the other .. the other pointed at me and then dragged from the left side of his neck to the right with a "click " from his tongue at the end . I'm so fucking dead . I was screaming internally while he took his seat unbothered .NOW WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ?!
I wasn't listening to any of the teachers during the lessons nor did I eat anything at lunchtime , I was just cursing the moment I was born .. I didn't want this life . I HATE IT . I was so deep in my thoughts before I was pulled back with the sound of the bell ringing . I packed my things in a hurry and was about to take my first step out of this living hell before I felt a strong hand pushing me with all its strength . I smashed into the other desks and hurt my back really bad . I tried to stand up but regretted it immediately. Kachaan flounced toward me and gave a good kick to my side . Luckily, we were alone :) nobody would stop him from killing me now . He's gonna do it freely, what a luck !
After some punches and kicks here and there with a little bit of blood dripping from my mouth, he finally broke the silence and said a couple of words that were engraved into my soul :
"Wanna be a hero so bad ? There's actually a really good way. If you believe they're holding your quirk over the next world .. you should just dive off the rooftop!! "
I was so taken by his words , and though I felt people wanted me to disappear I never have thought these words would hurt me that much . My eyes dropped to the ground , I felt like all my dreams and hopes have faded , I suddenly felt so heavy and really hated myself at the moment ..
The words came out of my mouth unintentionally yet as a whisper
" maybe ..not a bad idea after all "
I realized what I said and placed a hand on my mouth immediately, and once I looked up I saw katsuki's face , he ,for once , had an expression that expressed an emotion other than anger , he was .. shocked?!
Anyway, I quickly grabbed my yellow bag and rushed past him as tears covered my now wet face . I just ran and ran till I couldn't anymore . I felt like I didn't care anymore, like the light that was supposed to be at the end of the tunnel was no more there , like the whole world is just a living hell that I didn't want to exist in anymore ..
It was almost dark , so I decided to go back home not to worry mom . After what felt like a non ending walk I finally reached my doorstep and was about to knock when I recognized that the door was slightly open..?!
Mom wouldn't leave the door open , especially at this time of the day . I called her several times and searched in the rooms , but couldn't find her. I thought she might have forgotten it open or something , yet I still had a bad feeling about it .
I changed into my casual clothes and waited impatiently on the couch , until my phone went off .
It was ..MOM !OH THANKS GOD !!
I directly answred the call :
" Mom ! Where have u been ? I was.."
A man's voice interrupted my mumbling with a fierce and serious voice :
" Son of Inko Midoriya ? "
"Y..yes.?!"
"Ok, look son your mother ..well..how do I say that ..umm..hold on a sec.."
I heard some talking and little bit of other sounds in the background till he came back..or not he ?! It's now a she ??! What the hell is happening??
"Hey little bud ! Look what I am going to tell you is really really hard , yet u have to stay strong ok?!"
Bad thoughts were rushing into my head yet my positivity and stupid hope were fighting them fiercely.
" Your mother was a hostage in a villain attack,and was murdered . The villain is now arrested yet unconscious in order for us to investigate him further about the incident. I'm truly sorry for your loss kid ."
"..."
"Umm kid ?! Are u still there?!
Look , I don't wanna rush things to u but there's no other way to say such things but straight forward in my opinion. The police are on their way to get u into an orphanage since your father...(sounds of people screaming and shouting could be heard ..) oh shit the villain escaped ."
That said and the call that changed my life ended..
"No no no no ..no this can't be happening.NOOOOOOO
Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh "
I was literally shouting and screaming like a maniac,but what could a hopeless kid like me with no one, with literally no single fucking person I could resort to, do ?!
I only had mom in this life , she was my whole family and world . I felt empty , I suddenly couldn't cry anymore, as if my mind blocked everything , as if it stuffed all the overwhelming emotions in a box and locked it . All that was driving me at the moment was my living instinct. All I could think about now is ..escape.

Hey there again! Here's part 2 of the story , and I've decided to keep updating  every now and then . If you have any suggestions for the  story they'll be taken into consideration, so don't hesitate to drop them in the comments.Wish u like it ;)