I've Had Enough

Part 7

Izuku's POV :
Yesterday was my mother's death anniversary..I went out strolling at night craving for any incidents to keep my mind off, yet it was a peaceful night.

I ended up sitting on a high roof that detects the area in case anything happens, that silence triggered my memories, that day, my dear mother, the villain attack, her last hug.. I..I couldn't hold back my tears , I cried my eyes out and sobbed for a while.
It hurts..
well..guess that's my treat from life .. I wiped away my tears and went for another last stroll cause I feel exhausted and miserable. After I found nothing I decided to head back to my place.

While walking down the street , negative thoughts were consuming me, my sight was blurry, and I was off that I didn't notice the man who attacked me with a knife from the back till he was pretty close that I couldn't encouter it but with my bare hands and threw it away. I then knocked him out and went fast to my hideout.
I sat on the cold floor and squeezed my head with my bloody hands..I..I am not okay..I just want mom (sob) I bet she went out searching for me that day(sob) I AM THE ONE TO BE BLAMED . It's my fault..
I kept on wailing that night till I fell asleep on the spot..

Time skip

I woke up with a hoarse voice and a miserable state. I took a bath and that's when the injuries on my hands showed there charms. I haven't realized how deep the cuts from the knife are yesterday. After I was done bathing , I sterilized and bandaged the wounds. However, when my eyes fell on the clock , I took a while to remember .." WORK "
I literally jogged down the street as I was late enough, what a " good morning ". How careless could a person be aghh, can't I even keep a part time job .. I stood infront of the cafe not ready for the rebuke my boss is going to greet me with. I stepped in and as I expected , he blabbed for what felt like eternity and threatened to kick me out.
What else do you have life ?!
Come on , don't be merciful now , bring it all aghhhhhh.
How worse could today be?!
I stood at my position as the cashier to take orders and pinned my eyes on the screen infront of me whilst askin the customer what he wants.."Okk a large cup of black coffee comin ..right ..up"
I froze, I couldn't even raise my head after I realized, I couldn't move a single inch
OK OK, inhale exhale,  inhale exha I AM FUCKED UP
" Is there something wrong kid ? "
"N..no sir. P..please have a s..seat"
I couldn't raise my head nor stop the stuttering, after all it's Eraser I am talking to.
Like for god's sake, how am I supposed to act ?!! What if he somehow recognizes me??

I am overthinking everything now, I just need to calm down and give the hero that has been hunting me down for the past two years his damned coffee

I just want this day to pass , I don't think two hours of sleep are enough for all this early morning drama. I need to move before he suspects anything 🏃💨