One Last Look || Percabeth AU

Chapter 9- I've Made a Life (No. It's not literal. I don't make lives)

Percy's POV

Two days.

Three days.

Four days.

Five days.

Six days.

A week.

A week of not wanting to get up. A week of depression. A week of not eating my foods. A week of not wanting to go out. A week of not living my life.

I turned down a perfectly good movie with Nico and Annabeth. I turned down a swimming competition at school. I turned down my tutorial with Annabeth. I turned down everything. I didnt go to school. My mom is with my dad in Russia. Nico hangs alot with Thalia. Annabeth kept calling me at the phone but I didnt answer. I just lost it (I didnt lost the phone, Im talking about losing the will of living.)

Someone once told me that 'If my life is going to mean anything, I have to live it myself'. I dont know who. But I think its the book I read 5 years ago.

I got up from my bed and started to look at those unread books. You see, I hate books. I hate it so much. But some books are made to be exception.

I looked at a wooden diary. Well, its cover is leather. I started to open it and I saw no writings. Its official, I'll call this Diary 'Agape'. Why? I dont know. It just felt right. The diary Agape is colored in Blue-- my favorite color.

I picked a random pen at the shelf. Its an ordinary pen, black and elegant. Theres this word, probably its brand, etched on it. It says 'Riptide' then I rolled it over and the other side says 'Anaklusmos'. I decided to call it riptide instead.

I uncapped riptide and started to write something. Filos my first diary will be my do to list.

Things to do before I die, I wrote.

• Tell Annabeth I love her and show her how much I do

•Be kind to everyone and make amends

•Show my friends how much I love them

•Always be cheerful and try not to remember your deadline.

•Show everyone your fine

•Never to fight Annabeth

•Be with your friends and love ones

•Be with Annabeth all the time

•Be with Annabeth all the time again.

•Oh did I wrote that I'll be with Annabeth all the time.

•Just be with her all the time.

•You get my point. Okay? Be with Annabeth all the time.

Thats all for now. When I finished, I heard another message. I picked the phone I threw and I got 18 messages and 14 missed calls from Annabeth.

Annabeth: Percy? Nico told me you wont come out of your room.

Annabeth: Percy, its been two days since you come out of your room.

Annabeth: Percy are you still angry at me?

Annabeth: Percy please...just get out of your room.

Annabeth: If you dont I'll call the police.

Annabeth: Percy...are you still alive?

Annabeth: Percy you want to hang out with us?