Mattheo Riddle one shots

Nothing. Pt 2

Hey babesssssss I got requests for a part 2 like almost instantly so I decided to take you up on that! I saw one comment saying how it should be in Mattheos pov and MAY I JUST SAY... you are a genius. I hope you like it from Mattheos pov and idkkk should I make it a 3 part story? let me know and enjoy!

Mattheos pov:

It was 2:07. I sat on my bed, day dreaming about the one I truly love. I could never admit it though. Everything about her was perfect. I was ecstatic the first time she agreed to sleep with me. I had just told her I was only sexually attracted to her, and at the time it was the truth.

After countless amazing nights with her, I decided I would sleep with her one more time then ask her out. We never really talk during one of these meet ups. I dont want to say the wrong thing or to seem overly excited, which I believe could've been shown at any moment.

I send her a message that she was probably use to by now. Once she didn't reply, I got a bit anxious but she doesn't have to know that. After 10 dreadful minutes in suspense, I hear a faint knocking at the door. I fixed myself up and ended up hitting my foot, causing me to grunt. I was a bit confused of why she thought this was an invitation to come in. I know i've been closed off when we had these meet ups, but I didn't realise I was this bad at communicating.

I brush off what happened and leaned in to kiss her. Her soft lips kiss back in a gentle way, though she wasn't receiving what shes giving. My kiss is more rough, more hungry. I need this. I crave this. After 30 seconds pass, she pushes me off of her and I fall onto my bed. So so confused I was. Why would she do that? I reply with "what the fuck was that for y/l/n?" I added her last name for a bit of more Oof you know? To show my dominance. She looks me dead in the eyes and says "I am nothing to you,
aren't I Mattheo? Absolutely nothing.". I look at her with a blank expression. Is this really what she thought of me? Someone who sleeps around and doesnt't acknowledge them? Oh fuck. I've done exactly that.

I reply out of pure instinct "What the fuck are you on about? Of course you're nothing to me." Lie. Biggest lie of them all. Before I could say anything else she walks for the door and says "good to know. Have fun with your other
fuck buddies and just know, you just lost the
best one of them all.". With that, she walks off and slams my door.

I feel tears prick the corner of my eyes. What had just happened? One second I was making out with my secret crush, and the next shes leaving the room and im crying. I sit on my bed and pull my knees to my chest and just cry. Cry it all out. All the bubbling emotions release in this one breakdown. I'm distraught and in a state of shock.

To think I was so close to asking her out. How did I manage to fuck it up with one sentence. I decided to make it my priority to make it up it Y/n Y/l/n. I start that by going to her dorm...

Part 3?! anyways i hope you liked ittttttt!! i may start a 'The Summer I Turned Pretty' one shots but idkkkkkkkk anyways love you and make sure to hug your loved ones.

-T x