Mattheo Riddle one shots

Nothing. Pt 4

Heyyy everyoneeee! As promised, this is going to be SUPER long! Thank you for supporting me throughout this series, usually my stories are pretty short but this one has a word count of 1600..Crazy right LOL! Anyways, I hope you enjoy xx also i have covid lol

WARNINGS: Cussing, kissing

Y/n's pov:

Today was the day. I'm going to push my limits and see how far I can go before I have Mattheo wanting- no begging for my forgiveness. I was once a vulnerable little girl but now i'm going to be Mattheos nightmare dressed like a day dream (so it's gonna be foreverrrrrr or it's gonna go down in flamesss).

It was hot at hogwarts today, though in the middle of fall, the temperature was just how i dislike it, it's unpredictable. I hate unpredictable weather as much as I hate unpredictable men, oh and look who falls under that category? Hm, anyways enough stalling, it's time to make this guys world turn upside down.

I put on some low rise jeans, a simple black crop top and some hoop earrings. I do my hair into a low pony because i ain't about to sweat my neck off. I look in the mirror to make sure i'm not missing anything. I quickly put on some mascara and i'm out the door, on my way to breakfast.

As soon as I sit down next to Pansy, she looked like she was about to start telling me to move but then she realised who she was talking to,"oh my god y/n? what the fuck it took you 4 years to have a glow up and you only did it in 20 minutes?" "Damn pansy a little bit harsh" I say whilst chuckling. Pansy and I have a bit of a tough love friendship but I wouldn't have it any other way. Our other friend Daphne Greengrass, sits down and stares at me for a sec. " who the hell is that?" Daphne says with a sarcastic smile on her face. I whack her on the arm." ok shut im not that bad" I proceed to roll my eyes but then I catch him looking at me.

I look at him and tilt my head, inspecting his features.'fuck him for being so god damn pretty' i think. I look away and tell Pansy about the starer."Dude stop eye fucking her" Pansy yells out to Mattheo. I audibly laugh out loud and everyone around us joins in. I went from being the DUFF of the group who could only catch a dick in the shadows, to the one people actually want to laugh with, the one people actually like. I sit with an accomplished smile on my face.

I leave the great hall shortly after to go to DADA, my favourite class of them all. There is something special about DADA, maybe it's the fact that I have the highest grade or it's the fact that i get to use my defence skills, Im not sure which but it's definitely one of those two, there is totally not another reason.

As I enter the class early to claim a decent spot, I feel a cold hand wrap around my wrist and yank me into some sort of secret office. I make eye contact with my kidnapper and lo and behold, Mattheo." That stunt you pulled in there, is asking for it" He says with a flushed face, " aww is little Mattheo upset over a bit of confrontation? oh, how ever rude of me" i say whilst leaning into the door frame. " You know, the only reason people like you now is because you changed the way you dressed but guess what, you're still the pathetic, ugly loser that nobody likes". It takes me a second to take it all in but then I laugh. I laugh for a hot second," y'know that's so funny! Cos wasn't it you that confessed your undying love for me last night after trying to get in my pants... again?" I say in a mocking tone, Mattheo looks a bit taken aback." I dont think im the pathetic loser in this situation since you're the one who says this about me.. but then tries to sleep with me and then confesses HAHA that's sad". " q-quit turning this around! You should be the embarrassment and sad one, not me" He says frantically," but yet, i'm not. so uh, run along now" "we're in the same class-" "I know that" I say as I storm out and sit at my table, though the class room still remains empty. Mattheo looks at me, then leaves the classroom. I sit with a big grin on my face. I can win this war, i can be way more annoying, and so far i am winning.

DADA wasn't that interesting considering Umbridge wont allow us to actually use our skills to our advantage. " I predict Umbridge works for Voldemort and the reason why she's shoving books down our throat is so we get weak in defense, then Voldy will strike". Thats just one of the rumours roaming around the school at the moment, and the funny part is, is that there isn't a way to determine if it's correct. Though, who cares about Umbridge anyways she just a low life, self absorbed, little skan-

"watch it- oh, it you" Mattheo says. The bump brought me out of my thoughts, I apologised like anyone should and walked off to my next class.

The day went excruciatingly slow. It felt like every corner I turned I saw him. It was the end of the day and I walked back to my dorm to return all of my belongings. As I walk into my dorm, I see Mattheo sitting in my desk chair. It felt as I was in a movie, as he spun on the chair and his hands in the 'evil thinking' position .

"what the bloody hell are you doing?" I say, aggravated. He looks at me for a second before speaking, " You and I are like magnets, we are so draw to each other yet we want to repel. Every single damn corner I had to turn today, you were there. Every class, every table, even the teachers are playing cupid. Cant you see that this is a sign? We are made for each other, we need eachother y/n. The universe seems to be rooting for us. So what do you say?" He looks at me with a hopeful expression. I want to say yes, of course I want to say yes. However I cant.

" Mattheo, I think the whole magnet thing is true. Though right now, i'm the one repelling and to be honest I don't trust you enough to stop. You have shown nothing but your bad side in public, it wouldn't kill you to show a bit of kindness everyone once in a while. or once in your life for that matter. I can't date someone who not only has a problem with me in public, but someone who also has a problem with themselves." We sit in an uncomfortable silence until he finally responds." Wow y/n you really thought you proved something there-" "I did Mattheo" "I don't know why i'm here if you're not going to agree with me. You've lost someone amazing" he says whilst getting up to leave "someone amazing would treat me right" I say as I push him out the door. I'm a little bit sad about the whole situation, but until he can show me some damn PDA or any public kindness, he ain't for me. Anyways it's time for dinner, what to wear...

Mattheos POV:
She's has once again thrown me out. Why is that? I'm hot, i'm sexy and I have lot to offer. I have a lot on my mind so I write to my pen pal. I anonymously write letters to other people. It's something i've never told anyone and it's probably my biggest secret. I have to get this off my chest, I am in the right... right? My pen pal was quick to respond.

Dear my anonymous pen pal,

It's seems you have ignored everything she has said. She wants someone kind and you've just proved that you don't understand that. Sure you may be 'sexy' like you say but that doesn't change the fact that you're still a dickhead. She likes you for your personality, and that should make you happy because she isn't using you for your body. You have someone who respects you, so show some respect back.

Regards,
Pen Pal.

Woah. Wasn't expecting that. They're right. Ive been so caught up with what i look like to her that I forgot about how I act around her. She doesn't care about my washboard abs or killer biceps, she likes me for me, and I don't think i'll ever get that again. I need to become nicer... how do I do that? Oh man I've gotta stop at the library.

I go to the library and find a book that looks like it could be of my use, 'Ways to show kindness! 100 easy tricks to share the love'. I roll my eyes at the title, why am I doing this? "This is going to be one heck of a read" I say to myself, whilst rolling my eyes and walking back to my dorm. Shit, dinners about to start.

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i'm sorry took so long lost all motivation LOL