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Coop lazily helped me packed up for my 6 months tour, i honestly don't know how I am gonna do this without him, and I'm not gonna have the audacity to say i understand how he's feeling right now 'cause man I don't even know. I'am gonna miss him a lot, the cuddling, kissing, sleeping together, making love, the jokes, his bear hugging me til' i get all squished up, and all that would be taken from me but I hope these months just pass as quickly as possibile. I just hope he doesn't start doing drugs since when I'm around he doesn't even get close to it so hopefully he doesn't go crazy.
A tear slid down my cheeks without even realizing it as these thoughts run through my mind, but I quickly snapped out of it when coop suddenly pulled me in for a hug and wiped the tears on my cheeks which just made me cry even more:
"oh god, how the fuck I'm I gonna survive without you?! This shit is so hard, I can't even-" i quote while tears just kept wetting his black singlet but he quickly cut me off
"baby, baby hey come down you literally gonna lose your breath, and promise me you're gonna take care of yourself, after eating take that oral digestion sachet pill instead of starving yourself.. it's gonna be a hell of six months, and yeah I'm also gonna miss you a lot love. I love you so much my baby" he reassured me kissing the corner of my lips continuosly making me wrap my hands around his neck, "you know we can videocall atleast once in a day so both of us don't fuck up" he said making me chuckle a little bit while sniffing
"It's not the as having you in my hands while soft talking to eachother though, and baby you know that" i slightly pout putting my hand under his singlet to feel him as close as possibile. But he pulled me away to look me in the eyes and I could tell that he was holding his tears
"I know y/n, i wish I could be by your side to tell you how mean,amazing or ridiculous you can be sometimes, but most of all to tell you how I love you everyday. I know we can do this over a text or call but you're right, it's not the same but we can make it work" he started crying himself
"No no please don't cry because of me, great look at what I did to you, coop you're the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me and the most beautiful pearson I've known for these past three years and I want you to know that there won't be a second that I won't think about you or love you. I mean we rarely don't get along with each other but you gotta keep that up there that with the sun that sets and rises my love for you grows" i cooed crying along with him, damn he's even crying more than me
"also I won't trade all these days spent with you for ANYTHING in the world, 'cause I knew it was you from the day I saw you sitting across the room. And finally promise to wait for me and as soon as i get back we can do anything and go everwhere you want.. wait i got you this ring so you can feel my presence and don't do bullshits coop, god I Love You so much" i said slipping it on his middle finger and swiftly pulled his face to kiss pinning him down the cabinets, I'm gonna miss his lips and body so bad
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After our 10 minutes makeout i jump in his arms a hugged him so tight like I've never before and heard a faint and quiet "I promise you y/n to keep my head up and wait for you" he said and pulled me in for another kiss biting my lips for me to grant him access which I did making him suck on my tongue for as long as I can remember before we kept pecking eachothers lips while repeatedly whispering ' I Love Yous' '
We finally finished packing and hugged eachother on the bed through few tears,makeouts and love words.
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10:25 p.m
My assitant and manager came along with some crew over my place to load everything and head to where I park my Vans for the trip
At last the hardest part, "Y/n I Love You so much never forget that, be a good girl, don't think of me when singing your depressive songs, I'll be here at anytime and don't cry yourself to sleep my beautiful lil' girl" he said to me lovingly looking at me making me wanna just not go
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"I promise amore and remember what I said coop" i responded him playing with the ring i gave him which i don't think is coming off anytime soon while tightly hugging him...
After saying bye to julious, I kissed coop for the last time and head to the door blowing them kisses(coop and the dog).
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