His Muse (SF9 Fanfic)

11

Two Months Later

'Breaking News: SF9's Rapper Chani Got Model Ha-rin Pregnant.'

That title was all that went through my head the past two months along with every other news report that was brought up since. When I saw the news unfold I got so angry that I didn't know how to control my anger. Yes we had only been dating three months but it was the fact that he cheated on my and kept it a secret. I locked myself in my room for weeks after that.

Chani came home as soon as the new story hit online. He tried to apologize, saying he got drunk the night they went to the club and woke up to find himself in a strange hotel room alone. He just assumed he found a place to crash for the night and that he would never do something like that to me. But he did. He did do something like that, even if he was drunk.

The rest of the boys came home to check on me but I stayed in my room hidden. Taeyang would try to get me to open the door but I wouldn't so him and Rowoon would sit by the door and talk to me through it. I never replied but I was still glad they were there.

It wasn't that I was upset with them, I just didn't want them to see how weak I was over this. How I cried for hours, how I didn't take care of myself and how much of a mess I really was. I eventually came out after a few weeks but only at night and during those nights I'd find Zuho waiting for me by my door. He'd force me to eat or shower then he would sit in my bedroom and make sure I fell asleep. And on nights that I couldn't sleep, he'd play me a sweet melody and hum along to it until sleep came over me.

"So Zuho beat Chani's ass again this morning." Dawon said through the door. "Youngbin had to pull them apart and told them that neither was allowed in the same room."

"Zuho's the one that found out first and lost his shit over it. Every since then he just goes after Chani, not always physically usually just verbal which neither is like Zuho at all. He's always quiet besides that one time he beat Derek up." Taeyang replied.

"I'm glad he's done with that Ashley girl. I could never have a bed when we were in a hotel." Rowoon complained. "I need my beauty sleep to continue looking this good. HEY! Stop whacking me Dawon! It's not my fault I'm prettier than you."

"I will slap you again if you don't knock that off."

I leaned back against my door listening to them chat for the next couple of hours.

"Is she still in there?" I could hear Chani say quietly.

"She is. She still won't come out. The only way I know she's living is when she opens up my messages." Taeyang said. "She's not going to come out for you. You hurt her."

"I know. I just love her so much and I feel so bad for what happened." He said barely above a whisper.

"I think if you love her and care for her then just leave her alone. She'll come out when she's ready." Jaeyoon said to Chani.

"She comes out." I heard Zuho say.

"She does?" Chani asked, I could tell there was hope in his voice.

"Yeah at night. I make sure she eats and gets some rest along with taking care of herself. But I think it's time she gets out of there and confronts the world without you being around Chani." I could hear his feet come over to the door. He knocked on it a couple times. "Lizzy I know you're up. I can see your shadow under the door. Open up."

"No." I choked out, my voice rough for not talking for weeks.

"Lizzy-baby," I heard Inseong say. "It's not healthy to stay cooped up. Come out and see us. We miss you."