Loving Ms. C

Chapter 28

We been at home for almost a month. We still haven't talked about what i found. Just been enjoying our son.

Our friends and family came around as much as they could. It was nice having a May baby bc everybody was off of school or working less it seem so we had a lot of help.

Her sister suggested we get out and have date night but neither one of us wanted it. We just didn't talk or anything as much as we used to. I loved her i did but finding out your girlfriend is basically cheating on you sucks.

Me: hm i'll just chill in the game room and shit. Y'all can have upstairs

Morgan: you can stay

Me: it's okay i don't want to

Morgan: okay what's wrong ?

Me: hmm idk call your husband and ask him

Amber: im going to take my nephew for a walk.

We waited for amber to leave before she even asked or said anything. Which made me more irritated.

C: we are separated

Me: But not divorced

C: neither one of us signed yes

Me: you in love with him why basically play house with me & be here so long

C: i started to love you , the more & more i got to know you.

Me: why keep in contact with him ?

C: i was feeling lonely. you were here but gone like after awhile you treated me like a mistake.

Me: by loving you. being here 24/7, giving you space when needed ?

C: we haven't had sex in 6 months, you barely touch me let alone look at me, it's always baby talk after i said no not us talk.

Me: you said no & i was hurt. confused on how i spend everyday with someone & have had the conversation with to be told no.

C: bc it was the women in your phone. who had your attention pls

Me: I TALK TO YOU ONLY

C: yes talk not go wit, be with , your heart is not mine and it's okay

Me: you should've told me

C: i should've

Me: maybe we do need space

C: Maybe , i can go to my place

Me: no stay i'll just stay in the basement ... still be here

C: and us ?!

Me: no us, we'll just be Zion's Patents

C: oh

Me: yeah i'll move my stuff before your sister back

C: hide we broken up ?

Me: just for right now

I went to move most my clothes down stairs. I tried hating Morgan but i couldn't. I loved her like my best friend plus she was the mother of my child.