Loving Ms. C

chapter 21

The night was going so well until someone brought up Ms. C being my old teacher. Her sister was faded but also on the fence.

Amber: WTF !! , why wasn't i told about this ? how tf did y'all meet fr ? since we asked many questions but not the important one ig
C: amber it's completely not how you think. yes she was my student in one of my extra credit classes for seniors but nothing happened i promised. we only started talking like end of may last year ? I never thought of her in that way before then. I promise
Amber: okay i don't believe that , so how old are you fr ?
Me: oh no fr ill be 25 in 2 weeks , you can even come to my birthday party.
Amber: so how old were you when you had her class.
Me: I was 18 already , i turned 19 in the same school year too.
Amber: so legal but still your student??
C: you think i just was seeking her ? She legit the first person i ever messed with that's younger than me.
Amber: but your student ?
Me: nun happened before last year i promise
C: thank you, i didn't even think of her or any of my students in a way other than that...
Amber: y'all could've lied to the world about this. Keep this a secret
Me & C: we weren't gonna tell anyone !
Amber: but really ?
C: omg this why i didn't want you to find out at all. you do this...
Amber: bc yk what ppl will say ? they'll assume y'all been doing stuff since y'all met
C: seriously ? i never dated any of my students, never did anything with one of them. Ace is the first of many things for me. Young , student & butch.
Amber: i know you say it , but still this is new
Me: i feel special

I tried lighting the mood back up from they conversation. I knew makin a joke would piss Morgan off. C cracked a smile and turned around to her room. So i followed behind her.

C: THIS IS WHY I DIDNT WANT ANYONE TO KNOW !
Me: calm down , you overreacting
C: NO ! i'm not , mfs gonna think we happened way before we did & imma student lover
Me: baby wtf is a , see nvm, you needa stop over thinking this
C: i can't bc omg
Me: baby

I spent a few minutes trying to calm her down before her sister came in to talk to her and I left out to go back to the living room. Everybody was coming down off the high & was getting sleepy but nobody was in a good shape to drive so i found the ball i had put everyone keys in and put it up where no one could find em ; just in case someone tried it.

It was 3 in the morning and i was laying next to Ms. C and kept laughing saying "Morgan you can't be serious" while she laughed and pushed me telling me to stop copying her sister.

I couldn't bc the whole thing was funny but cute. We did need to talk about what to tell ppl on how we met. She wasn't ready well not off her high all the way yet so it was understandable.

We both were still high pretty much and i started playing in her hair. Her looking at peace with the world while falling asleep. I kissed her forehead & pulled the covers over her before going down stairs to eat me some.

Amber: yk you could ruin her ,
Me: what ?
Amber: if any one found out about you two. Her career is ruined & she loves teaching.
Me: i know she love teaching. she thinking about switching back to Elementary.
Amber: she won't be able to if y'all keep this up.
Me: our relationship? it's not just a fling ,
Amber: yeah okay...
Me: fr , i love her. she support me , she care about me & keep me motivated and i her.
Amber: you just now getting to know the world. She's 31 you know that right.
Me: yes , i did some special for her birthday.
Amber: umm the roseland , that's you ?
Me: yup ,
Amber: cute ; all those jobs ? what's that code for ??
Me: umm i have my remodeling work, degree in sociology, communications & business management, i do dip in HTC sometimes, I design clothes & shoes, & some more things too but off the books it's under the table work also..
Amber; okay and she has 1 job , 1 income , & if all goes to shit bc of y'all situation then what ? her name , her degree , her only lifelong dream was to teach & if somebody find out about this. that's gone. she has nothing to fall back on.

I grabbed my food and went back up to the room. Morgan was sleep and I couldn't sleep. I turned on another movie & just thought to myself...