Silly Unheard and Unsaid Thoughts

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Temptation, temptation is what I felt when I went fishing with My brothers, I felt it in a lot of ways. Temptation is what I felt with the ocean, even tho I'm terrified of what's in it I was so tempted to jump off the bridge right into the water, feel the cool water on my skin. It was like it was calling for me, begging me to go for a swim. I also felt another strong temptation that day also, not one I'm so proud of but it's to strong to ignore. The road we were fishing next to was a very busy road, I found myself paying more attention to the passing cars. They were going so fast I know they wouldn't be able to stop in time. The opportunity, right there, only me stopping myself, so close I could taste it, like I needed it, like I was the one begging for it. It was right there I know if I haven't been with my brothers, I don't think I would've left that bridge. Temptation is like the devil and a sin, it's selfish but not something anyone can erase. Our temptations are always going to be there lingering just waiting for us to give in, our demons. When you do give in to an temptation tho it's always the guilt after that's the worst, good or bad you can never stop the negative thought from at least crossing your mind. Anyone who says otherwise is a fucking ass hole for giving people lost hope with there absolute bullshit . What they really should be doing is giving ways to ease the guilt and negativity before it gets out of hand saying is that everything will be okay. Temptation is impossible to ignore forever, no matter how hard you try eventually they will bite you in the back.