This is not a search for help or attention. It's some kind of a self-therapy book.
In the next chapters I write down my mental illnesses and so on. The title contains the name of the respective mental illnesses. In the text I explain how it concerns me and what a situation I'm in at the moment.
I don't want my parents to worry about me or make them pay money for a therapist just because I really messed my life up. Maybe it's not my fault but it feels like it is.
This therapy book is going to take a long time so I don't care who reads this. It should catch the right people itself. Maybe it's helpful for anyone.
No need to read the next chapters if you're not interested or uncomfortable.
About me:
I have a split personality disorder. I have a name I was given at birth but every identify that lives in my body has its own name. We are Anna, Alex, Lisa, Mary, Matthew and James. In total 6. Somehow I kinda 'lost' 4 so we're only Anna and Lisa at the moment. I really miss the others. I relapsed back to who I was in 5th grade. That's probably why we're only 2 personalities. Lisa & Anna's pronouns are for both she/her.
At the age of 10 the bullying started. I was ugly and didn't had any friends. At the age of 12 my best friend was talking shit about me right in front of me. First I knew it was just ironic and funny. But after a couple of weeks it actually hurt. I tried to distance myself from her. She was kinda obsessed with me so she was always around. She told me that I'm not good enough so that she feels better. She is one of those people who are small behind their wall that covers the reality. They bully others to feel bigger than they actually are. They don't know it because they don't want to.
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