What if i don't want to?...|| kazuscara

"Fruity?"

A/N
I know it's a bit of a rocky start but hey it'll get better
I promise
(TдT)

The slight sobs could be heard from the older one

"Do you even have a therapist?..."

"No... My mom thinks it's fake to get her attention, saying I don't even have to do anything but make a appearance I have zero to no responsibility... When in reality Im forced to do things everyday without a ounce of me time,which is why I run away time to time,and well which led to me bumping into you last time"

"That's terrible, I'm sorry for you really"
They want me to kill this poor kid?! Bro... I may not get attached often and all but I still fucking have a heart

"Uhm kazuha? You alive?"

"Hm? oh yeah I am I am"

"Great good for you can you let me go now" scaramouche says looking slightly annoyed yet flustered

"OH- ehm sorry I just zoned out in thought"
He says apologetically while letting go of scaramouche instantly

He pities scaramouche greatly for living such life
And having his mom be blinded by her crown
Worsens it
Kazuha hates the fact that most adults think
People can be too young to have trauma and issues
It's ridiculous
Truly
"I'm sorry..."

"What for?"

"I never knew a royal life could be so hard, I mean most people always make it seem like it's the life of luxury,and getting whatever you please" kazuha states seemingly annoyed by this fact

"That's the point, royals are seen to represent their nation we have to smile to show no stress no struggle even in the darkest of times or our enemies will see the weakness and try to strike us in such moment of weakness"scaramouche sounds slightly depressed while saying this

It's very noticeable
Kazuha generally doesn't know how to feel about this
Can he really go through with the assassination of the son of the shogun

No I have to stop thinking about this
Id be,
Putting him out of his misery
Yeah....

"The royal life seems fucking terrible"kazuha throws himself on the bed lieing on his back and staring upwards

"Ya think? It's meant to be fucking terrible
It's not luxury it's a fucking curse id rather be one of the maids than a fucking prince"

"Yea, but Jesus this bed is comfy"
Kazuha snuggles himself into the comforter

"HEY NO GET YOUR DIRTY SELF OFF MY PILLOWS"

"noooooooooooooooooo, it's too comfortable"

Scaramouche grabs kazuha by his ankles and continues to try and drag him off the bed

"Wait since I am your new guard does that mean I get a bed like this"

"Oh archons your room will be connected to mine says you have to be with me during the majority of my time"

"Yea it's getting late, are you going to go out tonight again"

(Jesus I don't know what I'm doing anymore, nor where this is going so please bear with me here)

"I don't know yet, are you reporting this?"

"No, it's not my place to deal with your own personal matters"

"Thanks I guess..."

"So where do i sleep?"

"Follow me" scaramouche walls towards a door in his room