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The next evening

The next evening I was standing in front of my mirror trying out my new clothes.

I couldn't try them yesterday because I had to get to work since had the evening shift.

I couldn't do it earlier today either because I had to babysit Jiyeon.

And babysitting Jiyeon was super easy but since she has a big brother who can't stop being annoying. It was quite a challenge.

The most annoying part is that I can't get Jungkook out of my head.

I haven't been able to get him out of my head in a while now but it's even worse after yesterday.

What Momo said was just so confusing for me and it made me think...

Do I love him..? Or is this just temporary...?

I have had many crushes before but since they barely knew I existed they faded away pretty quickly.

So I wonder if this is just a crush or if I do love him...

Shaking my head I put on my lingerie and stood in front of the mirror once again.

I looked at how it sat on me and have to say. It fits pretty nicely.

Continuing to look at the cloth and admire how it looked on me didn't notice the window opening and closing.

After a while of looking, I saw a dark figure standing right behind me making me startle.

"Relax baby. It's just me." He said while approaching me.

I rolled my eyes and looked back inside the mirror. Jungkook came right behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist.

This small action of his made my heart flip. It made me feel safe in his small touch.

He traced his long slender fingers up my arm and as he came up to my shoulder he tucked my hair behind my ear.

He started leaving small kisses on my shoulder making me close my eyes giving in to the affection he was giving me.

"You look so sexy in this lingerie."

He said with a husky voice and stopped kissing and now looked at my eyes through the mirror.

"What do you want, Jungkook?" I said in a low voice as he smirked.

"What do I want?" He said and leaned into my ear as he whispered in a low voice making my legs grow weak.

"I want you."

I couldn't process what he said as he quickly turned me around and smashed his lips on mine.

He kissed me more hungrily as I started responding to the kiss. wrapped my arms around his neck as he leaned down.

I had to stand on my toes because of this giant.

Jungkook snaked his hands down to my thighs indicating for me to wrap my legs around him.

I did as he wanted and jumped up wrapping my legs around his waist as he had his hands on my ass.

The kiss became deeper and more hungry as every minute passed.

Jungkook smashed my back against the wall making me wince a bit in pain.

He backed away from the kiss and looked at me with a 'sorry' look.

"I'm fine don't worry," I whispered and pulled him back to my lips.

We continued being in this position for a while before starting tucking on his shirt, and somehow successfully taking it off of him while still being in this position.

I later went down to his pants and started unbuttoning them.

As they were a bit down Jungkook kicked them off of him and looked into my eyes.

"Today we're trying something new, so be a ready baby."

He smirked and frowned before he started kissing me hungrily again.

An hour passed and I just woke up. Jungkook was still asleep as looked over at him.

I just sat up next to his sleeping figure looking over his every feature.

He looked so beautiful, he is good-looking, to be honest.

I never realized it before, maybe because I was so focused on hating him never even realized this part of him.

I'm not just talking about his looks, I'm talking about his vulnerable side.

I can't even imagine how it feels like finding out that the person you thought was your father

I can't even imagine how it feels like finding out that the person you thought was your father, turned out to be a stranger. And his real father is a criminal. Why could I never see it?

It's always like this with Jungkook. He always hides his pain, he always shows a different side of him.

But in reality, he's hurting, he's sad and in pain. Even though it's been a while scars will always remain.

We learn to move on but can we forget? No, it's stuck in our minds. Doesn't matter what causes our pain.

Looking over at him I saw a tear coming out of his eyes. looked at him with a soft look.

Seeing him in pain and crying made my heart ache. Is this love? Do I love him?

Ah, Jungkook what are you doing to me?

I laid back down right next to him and whipped his tears from his face kissing his cheek.

I smiled as he murmured in his sleep.

I couldn't understand what he was saying but his tears stopped falling which made me relieved.

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