Young and Wild || Tzukook FF

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Jungkook's POV

The next day

Sitting in my bedroom with my phone in my hand and was currently scrolling through Instagram.

I was scrolling and scrolling until one post caught my eye. It was a post uploaded from the Tzuyu profile.

She was with her friends at the beach playing volleyball last year.

My smile got even wider and I even started laughing when I saw her with her arm around Mina's shoulder looking high.

"What a crackhead." I laughed to myself before I stopped and started thinking about her.

I started thinking about how It would have been nice to be with her right now.

To go on a date to a big amusement park, to ride the high and fast rollercoaster while holding her hand and screaming together.

Play the different games and win her a big teddy bear as she always wanted.

Eat ice cream, her favorite snack with her favorite flavor, postage.

Then go to the beach and walk together along the shore, while holding hands and then she would get in her usual playful mood and run away from me.

While laughing like a manic as I run after her.

When the evening comes we would sit on a blanket with pepperoni pizza since she would be hungry as usual.

But as I smiled thinking about what a dream that would be reality struck me.

I shook my head and sighed loudly in disappointment.

"No Jungkook... That will never happen..."

I said to myself and threw my phone to the side before lying flat on my back trying to get those images from my head.

A little while passed when my door opened revealing my mom standing there with a disappointed look on her face.

I knew this wasn't gonna be anything good.

"I was just on the phone with Tzuyu and guess what I heard?" She said with a tint of disappointment in her voice.

"You tell me."

"Why did you hurt Tzuyu like that?"

I rolled my eyes and sat up straight looking my mother in her eyes with my tired ones.

"What? I can't force myself to love her back" I said as she sighed before sitting on the chair in front of me.

"I didn't say that. It's not the rejection itself that I'm mad about it's how you did it."

"Do you think it's okay to just call a girl worthless? A sex toy?" She raised her voice in the end.

"I didn't say she was a sex toy."

I ruffled my hair before also raising my voice.

"You did but in another way."

"What would you know anyways? All you know how to do is lie either way." I said not caring about the consequences.

"Excuse me?" She said taken aback

Normally when she would say excuse me I would have shit my pants but I'm too frustrated to think straight right now.

"You heard me. You didn't think I would know? That would know about my real dad?"

"Jungkook...?" She covered her mouth as she understood what was talking about.

"Oh stop acting like you are surprised. You lied to me."

"Every day of my life you lied and made me believe that this stranger that you took into our home is my dad."

"But guess what, I know, I have known for years that you were just a liar!"

"YOUR DAD RAPED ME!!" She shouted as tears came out of her eyes.

I was shocked by what I had just heard...I just froze in place not knowing what to do, how to respond, or even how to breathe.

"W-what?" I finally muttered out as she whipped her tears.

"Your real father was a player... just like you are now." She started explaining

"He was with every girl at campus except for me and Yeonwoo who was already together with Minhyuk at that time."

"I was the only one left, but I was a hard one to get... I always played the hard card and to be honest."

"I was never really interested in Doo Joon, to begin with making him frustrated."

"One night there was this huge party for the seniors that we're graduating the next week."

"Doo Joon got very drunk and even I had a lot of alcohol in my system."

"I just went to the bathroom alone because I needed to puke. But when came out he was there."

"He never came and apologized, he never felt empathy the day after."

"After the graduation ceremony and his arrest, I started to get really sick and soon realized. I was pregnant..."

She took a deep breath as I could just sit here and listen to the awful things my real father made my mother go through.

"Eomma..." I felt like crying right now.

"No, let me finish." She raised her hand stopping me.

"Your granny took me to the abortion center right after we did all the tests confirming that was pregnant with you, But... As the doctor came out calling my name telling me was the next to go.."

"Something inside me switched and I turned around and ran out. ran and ran. didn't want to abort you."

"Even after everything I still felt this weird feeling... And till this day, I'm so happy made that decision.."

She smiled and stroked my cheeks with her hand as I leaned into her touch.

"I'm so sorry comma... I didn't know the full story." I said as a tear ran down my face unknowingly.

"You shouldn't be sorry. I should. I'm sorry I didn't tell you this story earlier and the truth."

"I didn't want you to feel like you were the son of a rapist and victim of rape."

"I wanted you to have a nice and decent father that loves you."

"Jaehyuk is not your biological father but he will always be your father at heart and love you as his son."

"I know..."

"Now... Let's leave this topic and talk about what happened with Tzuyu."

She said as I bit my lip not even knowing where to start.

"You wouldn't understand... I love her eomma I do... But I just... I'm just not good enough for her."

"So you decided to hurt her to make her stay away from you. Because you're scared of hurting her?"

"I'm not good for her. She needs someone who's loyal and doesn't have any tendencies to cheat on her..."

"You can't see what the future will give, you can only know what the present holds."

"You destroyed your happiness yourself. Now if you know what you want, fix it before it's too late."

She said and kissed my cheek before she said goodnight and left.

She's right... I want Tzuyu badly. And who knows what the future holds for us...

I only know what I want right now and that is Tzuyu.

"I only live once... So I'll say, let us go yolo." I smirked before going to bed.