Was she worth it ? | YUNGI

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Yunho POV :

I ran

I ran because it was hard to look at him

So hard it hurts

So I ran and didn't look back

I went home and locked myself in my room

I feel ashamed

Why does love make life so much more complicated ?

Sometimes I wonder if things would have been different if I didn't make this situation much more complicated than it is

If I didn't avoid him

I wouldn't be hurting right ?

But either way he would always have her

His girlfriend

So I guess either way I would be hurting

But I feel worse knowing the fact that

I've forever lost this friendship
The only friendship that I would die for

And

I've forever lost the only friend I had
The only person I would die for

Buzzz

My phone is buzzing

I picked up my phone

And the first thing I see is text notifications from

Mingi

I expected him to just never text me again
Or to curse me through text about how much he hates me

But no

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                                  mingi 💗

      Hey
2 months ago

Hey how are you ? 
2 months ago

Yunnnnnn
2 months ago

??????
2 months ago

Yun are you mad at me?
1 month ago

?????
2 weeks ago

Yunho I'm sorry
2 weeks ago

                  Yun talk to me
1 week ago

Please
5 days ago

[new]
yunho can you call me
Please ?
1 minute ago

I know you don't want to talk to
Me but please we need to talk
40 secs ago
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mingi wants me to call him ?

I can't 

What am I suppose to say to him ??

BUZZ

Another text from mingi

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