A story where yunho falls helplessly in love with his best friend mingi...who is already in a relationship with his girlfriend dia....but what will happen when yunho starts to distance himself to save himself the heartbreak
and now i ruined whatever our relationship was.....
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Time goes by and I realize that maybe some things aren't meant to be
Like how my parents got divorced
My mother loved my dad
But he couldn't do the same
He couldn't love her Anymore
Maybe I need to move on
Instead of hoping for something more with mingi
I want to be able to go on dates
Experience traveling the world together
Go to college together
All that stuff
Do everything together just him and I
But that's just
Not a possibility
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I started to grow flowers
It's very calming
Well it helps distract myself
I see mingi a lot at school
The last time I talked to him was When I confessed to him
2 weeks ago
And I'm fine
Because I'm moving on
I am enjoying life
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I can't move on
I don't know why
I need to move past this
FUCK
I can't
Every time I see him
I can't help but wish
We could go back to normal
Where I didn't acknowledge my feelings
And we were normal
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Memories
photos
Videos
all in my camera roll
memories between mingi and I
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" yunho lets take a funny photo"
" okay"
" RAWRRR"
I remember this...mingi couldn't stop laughing after we took that photo
His smile......
Thats something I miss seeing everyday....
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everything is going perfectly fine in my life until it doesn't
My back is turned to the door
My house door
my heart is pounding
Don't know wether to be happy or sad By the fact that Mingi is on the other side of the door
knock knock knock
" Yunho....."
" please"
"Mingi....why do you keep coming back here" i say in a whisper
"Because yunho...I- I- ... just open the door let's talk... I'm sorry..I was stupid"
" why are you apologizing...." I say as I'm opening the door
" It's not your fault that you don't feel the same way..."
my voice is cracking up
Fuck
"Yun-"
" Mingi just go...I can't do this anymore...this back and forth shit... if you don't feel the same and you feel disgusting by me or whatever why do you keep coming back .... I'm so done "
My tears are now becoming uncontrollable
before I could fully close the door Ming puts his hand in between the door
"Yun..I'm not disgusting with you..it's not your fault.."
"none of this is your fault"
my hands become weak
The door is now wide open
" yunho it's my fault...I was so stupid... I couldn't accept that I liked you...all this time I felt like maybe...."
"Maybe dating dia would change things... I thought maybe what i felt for you wasn't real "
"Mingi y-
"No yunho... I messed up...every single moment I spent with her was nothing compared to every moment I spend with you"
" I never stopped thinking about you"
he's walking closer to me
" I want you"
What if you regret it ??
" yunho I like you"
im face to face with the guy I wished I had a chance with....
