My heart burns there too

Chapter 6

Back to the story and holy shit I'm on a roll today i keep shitting chapters out of my ass lmfao. Its still omegas pov ill change it tho
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Boom was all i heard from behind me i was to scared to turn around. But i knew i had to, i turned around to see a y/n covered in blood he shot him y/n was on the ground laying in a pool if blood. Doyle had a gun in his pocket the whole time. Doyle grabbed my arm and told me i had hurt him. He started crying then it it me this is what he does to get his ways. I grab the gun y/n put in the back of my belt and shoot him in between the eyes. Once i know he's dead i run towards y/n. His pulse starts slowing down. He starts to stop breathing, i pick him up and rush to my car. I speed down the streets till i get to the hospital. I run into the hospital with y/n in my arms, i yell at the staff half scared and half angry. They took y/n from me and told me to calm down, that it would be fine.
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I felt someone shake me a bit and i woke up i looked around terrified. He told me i was fine and that i was in the hospital, and that j had been asleep in the chair for about 6 hours. I jump up to my feet remembering no why i was at the hospital. Y/n. I started spiting questions out one by one the doctor pulled me to take a seat. He said he was sorry and walked off. I panicked and passed out.
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An hour after i had passed out i woke up and the guy nurse came up to me and gave me a clipboard to fill out with y/n information. I started to fill out things i knew and left everything else blank. I gave the clipboard back to the nurse. He thanked me, i just nodded. Why should i stay here? He's dead, i was too late i could've saved he i should had taken his place! With angry tears i left the hospital. I left my number in the clipboard just in case they needed me. I went home and i could stand the look of myself, I couldn't look in the mirror without seeing a person who couldn't save the person the cared more about. For fuck sakes i cared about them more than myself.
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I couldn't live with myself i looked in the cupboard and grab a box filled to the brim with metal razors I grabbed one and looked at myself in the mirror and started hacking at my skin remembering everything Doyle said about me. Maybe he was right maybe i was disgusting. After that i don't remember what happened because everything went black.

Sorry not sorry anyway i never said It was going to be a good chapter.