My heart burns there too

Chapter 10

I low key forgot what i was going with this but i might go back to fluff and shit i hate talking about death ig idk. Also this chapter is a joke sooo dont take it up the ass

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After the ritual me and omega went to our changing room. "Hey Zephi, yeah? What's up is something wrong i asked him. Oh no you just look like you have something in mind. Oh, i said yeah i do but its not really important. I disagree with you z what's on your mind? I don't know i guess the fact i owe. What do you mean z? I know that life is short, i finally owe it to. The day i die, I'm not taking anything. All I'm taking with me is a fist full of dirt. Life soon ends, what happened in this world, only the memory remains. Already dead I'm going to take, no more than a fist full of dirt. Zephi you don't owe anything. Can i be honest omega that the whole thing sounded better in Spanish than it does English. I will admit that whole this would sound better in Spanish. We both started laughing sitting on a counter until the others come into our changing room and of course, i didn't have a shirt on panicked i ran to the restroom. Omega chased after me and handed me a long sleeve shit which i accepted i quickly slipped it on and went back to the others. Hey, i said to them hey waved back in response. The cardinal was wondering if you guys would like to join us to grab lunch? Oh sure why not omega said looking at me in return i just nodded. Awesome we will go inform him. Alright, then omega said in a happy tone. When they all left the room we just started laughing again, we really need to remember to lock our door omega said laughing. Agreed he just stared at me for a solid 7 seconds until he looked away. We both went to our closet and grabbed what we  were going to wear for lunch i just decided to wear the shirt omega let me barrow and just throw on a leather jacket i tucked the shirt in and out my famous cowboy belt on. And walked out of my room to the couch and just waited. And i guess i spaced out and i just started singing.(play the song at the top) "Hart ache hiding in plain sight sometimes dark out dose the light no need to spell it out no need to run I'm tied its okay just to say I'm not okay". Then i saw omega just standing there, of course, i panicked and i jumped up. Hey sorry i didn't mean to scare you. Omega said, its okay just uh don't tell anyone i said with a nervous laugh. Well we should get going before they think something happened. Omega said grabbing his keys. Where are you going? I asked him to my car duh? Im driving aren't i? No i am i said grabbing my motorcycle keys and helmets. I hate to burst you bubble Z but i don't think your bike holds 2 people. Thats where you are wrong omega i got a new Harley now lets go. I gave omega his helmet and walked out of the building, in which omega followed short after. Once omega got on we i drove off to the restaurant we were supposed to meet the other guys. The drive there was quiet which was awkward I couldn't tell if it was because the way omega was holding on to me or the fact his crotch my by my ass. Both, i thought to myself. 20 minutes later we arrived at the restaurant. To my surprise we where the second ones to arrive. Rain being the last as always, his excuse is perfection is key. We were right on time for our reservation. Although i hated social interaction there was a lot of people in the restaurant which sucked but what do you expect when you go to one that they cook in front of you? I just stood by the cardinal and just kinda held his hand? He didn't seem to mind but i of course looked at him to make sure it was ok in which he nodded. Once our station was ready we all sat down. Not even 2 minutes of being there rain was roasting. the shit out of Swiss over his flip phone. You better fuck off rain or I swear to satan I won't give you a kiss good night. He practically yelled that. We all just look over at the two, uh i didn't mean to say that out loud Swiss said looking at the floor. Omega just loses his shit " you fancy rain? Come on Swiss you could've done better mate. Shut up omega the cardinal said trying to hold back his laughter. Okay he said. After we finished eating the cardinal asked for the check, i look over his shoulder to see the price. I grab my card from my pocket. "Hey ill go give them the check and card," i told the cardinal he agreed but the others knew what i was doing. I took out his card and put mine instead. She gave me my card and the receipt, i walked back to the guy i slipped my card back into my pocket and took the cardinal's card out of my pocket and gave it to him. Thank you Z after we gathered our stuff we began to walk to the door. until i felt a hand on my shoulder i turned aroud to see a girl somewhere in her 20s she slipped me a note and took off. i just shrugged it off and followed the others outside what took you so damn long Swiss asked this girl grabed me and gave me a pice of paper. oh he said and walked off to stand by rain. Dick i whispered under my breathe, omega laughed which confused me but turns out he heard what i said. We should get going we have a ritual tomorrow. Yeah your right lets go omega. Omega wheres your car? Up your ass Swiss, plus what do you care. I could ask you the same thing Swiss. Yeah thats right bitch shut up. Omega grabbed his helmet and got on the bike and i followed in suit. And i waved goodbye to the cardinal, and we took off. I heard what you said back there Zephi it was quite funny. We both just laughed the rest of the way to his house. Once we got to his place In his drive way to let him get off the bike so i could go home. Are you not gonna stay over? He asked oh! Do you want me to? I asked him. Well yeah i mean you already are here might as well stay with me i don't want you to drive an hour away, id rather you stay with me instead. As you wish omega, i turned off the bike and walked inside his house and put my helmet on the rack omega got for us. And i just sat down on the couch and waited for omega to return from the restroom. While i waited I decided to grab my song book. I owe some songs soo i should get to business I thought to myself, As i started writing.
                         Song name:
                Donde nace la flor
Si quieres conocer los mas bellos. Ber el agua correr, y oIr cantar al ave azul. Necesitas beber del manantial del agua viva
Donde brota el amor, donde nace la flor
Del más bello color Si tú quieres saber cómo son esas flores Cómo es el cantar del ave azul de aquel lugar Todo eso hallarás al escalar esa montaña Donde brota el amor, donde nace la flor Del más bello colorSi caminas con fe, tú verás esas floresOirás el cantar del pajarillo y del gorrión Verás agua correr, verás a Cristo en tu hermanoDonde brota el amor, donde nace la flor Del más bello color.
                        End of song.
O pov
I just stood at the doorway watching mesmerized as he focused on writing music down. Even though he tells me not to i read some of the music he writes down and sometimes sing the quietly in the shower so he doesn't hear me. I stood there for a solid 10 minutes before i fully entered the room to sit by him. He didn't even notice my presence. Which shows how focused he actually was. This man could focus on making songs all day if he could. I sat there for a good 25 minutes until he noticed me, hi sorry i was writing and i was too focused again. Not an issue i was mesmerized by how focused you were. This man looked like a tomato after i said that. I just laughed it off, do you want to watch a movie? I asked him uh duh what type of fucking question was that? Your right! Wanna watch it or the conjuring 1,2, or 3? All of them. I cant just chose one, of course classic Zephi. Shut up omega before i kick you ass. I just laughed at his comment knowing damn well he wont hurt me. We watched it completely, after i put conjuring 1 one Zephi passed out on my shoulder. So I decided to call it a night i took omega to my room and woke him up so he could grab whatever he wanted to borrow for pjs. Zephi just climbed his ass into my bed which confused me but i didn't even try to question it. I grabbed some shorts and boxers and walked to the bathroom to shower after my shower i walked to my bedroom to grab my deodorant because I forgot it which is nothing new for me. Where are you going? I hear Zephi say from under my sheets, I'm going to the guest bedroom since you took my room. No thats the whole point that I'm in your bed what do you mean Zephi? I didn't want to sleep alone you idiot so I climbed into your bed. Oh that makes more sense to me now. I climbed into my bed and fell asleep in Zephi's arms.

To be continued this is the longest chapter I've ever done so be grateful.