My heart burns there too

Chapter 12

That was the best cliff hanger I've ever done so far. I think it was rather fantastic.
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Flash back: hello? Hello my love.
End of flash back. I stopped in my tracks, who is this? You don't recognize my voice sweetheart? Its me Blaze. I- is all I'm able to say before i start sobbing my eyes out. I couldn't stop even if i could, then i hear blaze from the other side of the phone, Ya no me enojo contigo Solo observo y pienso "Me decepcionó" Y me alejo más de ti Porque yo ya no quiero sufrir Quiero ser feliz Tu amor es veneno y más Y yo siento un dolor, en mi alma Pero con calma Abro mi teléfono Y miro que andabas con otro Cómo me siento Te llamo para confirmar Pero tú no quieres contestar Tú me matas Yo no sé cuál fue la razón Si yo te estaba dando todo mi amor
Estoy destrozado. His voice was so southing it mostly calmed me down, but it didn't hide the fact that i was crying my eyes out earlier. I just heard him finish the song, are you alright mi amor? Yeah I'm fine, Blaze? Yes sweetheart? Where are you, i want to see you. Im sorry sweetheart, its far to dangerous for you to see me. What do you mean? I tell blaze, while i stood up and walked towards my bag. Ezra you cant see me, i was supposed to stay hidden. But I couldn't stay away from you Ezra, it had been too long since I heard your voice. But i hope that man that always at our house makes you happy. I must depart this call has been too long, i must go till next time my love goodbye Ezra i love you. Just know...

I always come back.....
( line has been disconnected)
Sorry for any inconvenience have a good day. Goodbye.

I put my phone down and i backed up to lean against the wall, i felt like the Earth was going to eat me whole. i just slid down the wall. i heard the door unlock from the inside, Ezra are you in here? i heard the voice coming form the door frame. i hear shuffling coming from my room, i felt two arms wrap around me. I looked up from my crying mess to see Tobias, are you okay? Are you upset about the bet? Im so sorry I shouldn't have made the deal. Its not that, i had managed to choke out. He looked at me confused, Blaze.. i said what do you mean Blaze? He called me just a few minutes ago. I said Tobias look at me with utter confusion. He picked he up and told me to get ready for the ritual. And then he exited the room, i did what he told me to do. I got out of my room and walked backstage. For a quick mic check, hey Tobias said from the other side of the room. Hi! I said he walked over to me and whispered if I was gonna be alright to preform. I just nodded in response. He said okay and walked off, we were starting soon so we all just silently went on stage.

(Time skip i cut my hand and it hurts to write sorry)

I just ignore Zephi the whole ritual. I tried to be happy and cheerful, but I couldn't. I mostly stood still. Tobi nudged me a bit, we played the last song. I just felt dead, like i did when i   tried to never mind. We pass out the picks and bow after that i practically ran to my dressing room and locked the door. I changed out of my ritual clothes and ran out of the venue, and into my car and i just drove off. My phone was blowing up with calls form everyone. I just needed space, why cant they see that. For fuck sakes i need my fucking space. I grabbed my phone and threw it out the window. I drove off to the closest bar, i didn't care if it was a shitty bar or not i parked my car and just walked-in the place and sat at a stool and ordered straight vodka. About 30 minutes of me being the i had drank about 6 straight shots of vodka. I felt tipsy as fuck, i felt good for once. That is until i felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned my head, yes? I thought you were quite cute so i just had to come by. Oh sorry mate but I'm not interested. Aw come on sweetheart, he said while he put his hand on my thing. I pushed his hand away, don't touch me. He went to do it again but someone stopped him.

To be continued

Sorry for focusing on omega so much. At some point i will redo this whole thing.