My heart burns there too

Chapter 14

Uh soooo about that cliffhanger in the beginning huh? It was pretty original right? LoL anywayyy.
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It was Blaze. Blaze was right in front of me, my first reaction was to punch the shit out of him. I hit him so hard that he fell to the floor. Ouch what the fuck blaze said laughing while getting up and off the floor dusting himself off. Lets go shall we? He asked happily, go where i asked him confused. But taking his hand nonetheless, to our house of course. Oh okay. And with that he lead me outside the bar and into my car, i of course drove the way home. It was a rather quiet drive home, do you mind? Blaze asked pointing at the aux cord, sure go ahead i don't mind. A song started playing, and he started to singing along with it; Dime si es verdad
Me dijeron que no te estás casando
Tú no sabes lo que estoy sufriendo
Esto te lo tengo que decir
Cuéntame
Tu despedida para mí fue dura
¿Será que te llevo a la luna
Y yo no supe hacerlo así?
Te estaba buscando
Por las calles gritando
Eso me está matando, oh no
Te estaba buscando
Por las calles gritando
Como un loco tomando, oh no
Es que yo sin ti y tu sin mí
Dime quien puede ser feliz
Esto no me gusta
Esto no me gusta
He stopped singing at looked at me. The rest of the way we heard Spanish music occasionally singing parts or two. When we arrived he said it was best if we talked about what was going on. So uh you might be upset, and or mad at me for the fact i faked my death. And I'm truly sorry about this, I didn't mean to hurt you. But yet i still managed to hurt you in the process of trying to save myself and you. The truth is, i got into something with The Son's Of Anarchy. That was the worst mistake i did. I became a member, i became one of them. We did things, unforgettable things unforgivable things. Things i wish i could forget doing, the faces of the people we screwed over on and on until they had enough and they well. I suppose it's pretty self explanatory, after years of doing that shit i got tired of hurting people. Scaring people, kids even. God I regret all what i did, I regret joining them. Blaze what did you do? We got this man, and not just any regular man we got the richest man in Italy. We kidnapped him and his son, we uh we cut the man's head off right in front of his 8 year old son. The poor boy just stood there eyes wide open blood all over his clothes and hands, he fell to his knees he didn't know what to do. I mean what was he going to do? Nothing but just stay still unresponsive. Traumatized, the other men laughed there asses off at the sight of the boy, he looked as though he was paralyzed. Once the guys had left i stayed behind and picked up the kid and took him to a family member's house. I felt like shit, after that. I couldn't bring myself to stay with the group, i tried to leave but I couldn't. You cant leave after you join. And well one thing turned into another, and well ever since i was getting hunted down. Thats why i faked my death, Blaze that was so long ago. Why didn't you just change your name? What was i going to change it to Ezra? I couldn't afford to pay the government at the time. And yet i still cant, i will soon i hope. Anyways lets change the subject id rather not know what other shit you did, i would rather focus on the fact that you are here with me and not 6 feet under. I said to him with a smile, of course it hurt to think he had done all those things but that was a long time ago. I need to get over something that i cant control, i had no clue about what came over me but i pulled Blaze by his tie, and Kissed him. And one thing lead to another and well... here i am with his DICK in my mouth. My phone rang but Blaze picked it up, i didn't even bother to grab it from him. Hello? Who's this? The man asked hello my name is Zephi Im one of omegas friends. Is he there by any chance? He is but he's quite busy. And why is that? I asked the man do you really want to know? Yes? That would be nice. For fuck sakes he's busy with something in his mouth so if you don't mind I'm going to hang up now. After he hung up i got up and grabbed my phone from him who called? I don't know some dude named Zephi. Why? Holy shit i know damn well you did not just say that. You idiot thats my best friend he's been there for me and you probably fucked it up. Shit shit shit. I started pacing around my house, Blaze looked annoyed but I simply didn't care at all, he probably fucked my friendship with Zephi. Fucking hell.

{POV switch}

What the actual fuck just happened??? Who the fuck was that and what did he mean omega had something in his mouth??? Holy shit ew what the fuck. Thats it I'm going over to his house, i'd rather tell him before its to late and i miss my chance. I practically ran out of tobis house only to remember that I was driven here, i didn't have my bike fuck. I walked back inside and asked tobi if i could use his car for a few minutes or so. Sure go ahead i don't mind. I ran back outside and into his car, i ran so many red lights but oh well thank satan i took the
   back alley. There is no cameras in the alley way. I almost hit omegas car parking. I ran to his door and knocked like 60 times like a speedster. Omega finally answered the door. Hey! Sorry for just coming unannounced. But i need to confess something to you before it's to late and before i regret not telling you. Omega the truth is i like you no wait I'm IN LOVE WITH YOU. And i have been since we meet that summer. Zephi.. is all omega could say before a man came up behind him. And he wrapped his hands around omega and grabbed his hand to show me his wedding ring. Oh... was all i could say. I choked out a sorry, and left like i was about to lose everything. I felt so stupid i felt like i was lead on. But it didn't matter, he didn't feel the same.

To be continued

Well that was something eh?