Panic attack(powder)

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Trigger warnings:
Panic attack obviously
Schizophrenia(hearing voices)
Negative self doubts

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Powder has a panic attack and her big sister is there to help her. /// takes place when they were both kids with vander \\\

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Her small hands trembled as tears ran down her face. All she could hear was the voices shouting at her.

"You're a jinx like mylo always says"

"You're not good enough"

"You'll never be good enough"

She hugs herself as she starts to rock backwards and forwards. She's not them things. She's not a jinx.

But they get louder and louder.

Her heart races as her skin starts to sweat. Mylo doesn't know what he's talking about. She is capable of doing good. She doesn't jinx every job. She's not hated.

"Pft yeah right, name one time she has came with us and the plan went okay." His voice rings in her head over and over again. "Why does she always have to come. Why can't she stay home? Why can't-"

She feels a presence appear and sitting next to her. Powder Keeps her face in her knees and her arms wrapped around them, she doesn't change posture.

"Hey powpow.." vi's voice is so soft. She never does ANYTHING wrong. Why can't she be like her?

Powder sniffles.

"Just listen to my voice.. your safe here.. no monsters going to get you whilst I'm here.."

Powder stays in her position.

"Breathe with me.." vi breathes in and out to demonstrate to her sister.

Followed by powders quiet breaths aswell. She instantly feels calmer but still a little shaky which is normal during moments like these.

"Mylo is wrong Powder. Your so much stronger and smarter than you think.."

"I am..?" Powders small voice echos.

"Hmhm.. I'm here for you powpow.. always.."

Powders face pops up slowly and she crawls into vi's arms. Vi wraps her arms around her little sister protectively.

"Your the best big sister in the world.." powder mumbles

"Heh, yeah I know." Vi has the smuggest smile ever. "I'm a great sister, but your a even better little sister"

"You know it!" Powder has a small smile on her face as her tears start to dry up a little thanks to vi wiping them off her cheeks by her hand gently. "Hey vi..?"

"Yeah?"

"We'll always be sisters right?" Powder asks.

"Of course. Once a sister, always a sister."

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Authors note: hey first time writing a angst
one-short that's not my go to characters for angst fics so I hope you enjoyed it:)

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