Among The Stars - A BTS Fanfic

Epilogue

Authors POV

The first few weeks after leaving the house had been absolute torture for Jungkook. In the beginning, he had managed to steal your number from Tae. He called you imitatively. There was no doubt in his mind that if he texted you, he would not get an answer, he still had some hope though, that if he called you instead you would hear him out. He was wrong. You hang up on his face as soon as you heard his voice, and Jungkook's heart sunk.

He tried almost every day for a month straight, he tried calling but you never answered, he left voicemails until the voice-box was full, you never even listened to one. None of his texts were ever replied to, he is unsure if you read any of them. You didn't. He noticed, however you did not block his number, and that made him a little hopeful, as crazy as that sounds, that eventually you would reach out to him. Whenever you were ready.

The last text he ever sent you was the day after you deleted your YouTube account. He read all the hate you were given, he knew you had had enough, he understood why you did it, but he was still angry about it. You had taken away the only dose of you he could have. His last message wasn't a nice one, and he is not proud of it at all. He didn't insult you, per se, but he was bitter. He blocked and deleted your number out of anger straight after sending the message, throwing his phone against the wall and completely destroying it in the process, for good measure. He came to regret it later.

You confused the shit out of Jungkook. No one spoke about you near him, however, sometimes he would hear the others speak about you. What they said completely contrasting your actions. While they seem fully convinced you were just as in love with Jungkook as he was with you, that was not how you acted at all. You were acting like a cold-hearted bitch, he honestly felt this way.

Only once Jungkook tried to ask Jimin about you, but Jimin brushed him away saying "We dont talk about the devil in this house." He was aware Jimin knows way more than he leads on, but Jimin is almost just as hurt as Jungkook is, he just has a different way to show it.

Not for a second Jungkook believes that your relationship with Jimin was fake. You were good at many things, Jungkook admits that much, however acting wasn't one of them. He remembers how everything made sense when you and Tae admitted the dating was a mission. When you were fake dating Tae, you were as stiff as a board, only relaxing after having a few drinks. Jungkook found it weird then, but his jealousy did not let him see the obvious.

Jungkook was finally back in Seoul after a long time, he had a few days to rest, but he chose not to, resting meant thinking, and the only thing he could think about is how utterly heartbroken he is about you. He needs a distraction and the tour was doing wonders for him, he was always way too tired for you to even cross your mind, except as he was trying to fall asleep. Then, you were always there

 Jungkook kept busy in between training for the concert, and hitting the gym. He was fully dreading the end of the tour, and it ended today. He was laughing with Tae about something silly, as he was exiting the tour bus, right now he cant even remember what exactly was so damn funny, and its all because of you. He barely noticed his bag slipping of he shoulders and hitting the ground and he see's you there, half hidden by your friend, being shouted at by Jimin. The only thing in his mind was 'Did she finally came for me? Is she ready to explain now?'. Unfortunately, he could see by the shock in your face that was not the case. It fucking hurt him that, it really did, but he had a concert to attend, and being broken wasn't going to stop him from giving his fans his very best.

Jungkook picked up his bag, and walked straight on, his heart beating faster than ever before, his heart pulling him towards you, begging him to forget the concert, telling him to the hell with everything else because his girl is right there. Stupid heart, Jungkook snorts to himself, that is not his girl. He managed to walk pass you without sparing you a glance, he was actually quite proud of himself for that. He felt someone side hug him and looking in that direction he finds Tae, giving him a sheepish smile, with a very guilty look painted on his face. He knew Tae was aware, hell he is sure everyone knew you would be here, expect him and Jimin.