Intoxicating(dream x reader)(techno x reader)

Chapter 2 Poetry

I drew and drew for hours on end.

Creating little stories and comics with fantasy characters and creatures of all shapes and sizes, it was fun.

However, I think my favorite part was making the tragic backstories.

Chuckling a bit at the mear thought of making my characters go through sufferings I stop to stretch.

I look at my clock it was 8:00 pm.

Was I really drawing all day?

I sigh a bit before slouching on my chair.

It's just another day.

Boring and unlovely.

I look at my computer debating if I wanna continue to write or come up with a totally different thing.

Swiveling my chair towards my computer I decide just to turn it on.

Maybe inspiration will come to me eventually.

As I log in and go to my word documents my mind is completely blank.

"Ahhhh cmon stupid mindddd think!!! Literally anything!"

I slam my head into my desk with frustration. It's so annoying to get writers block.

Then a sentence comes to me.

Then two.

Three.

Six.

It comes flowing like water into the computer.

And before me were little poems.
Sad, happy, love. Unique and sentimental within my mind.

I watched someone I loved,
Love someone else
And I thought that was the lowest
I could ever feel.
Until I realized,
They never belonged to me,
I was fantasizing about a love
That was one-sided,
And only felt by me.
I created my own heartbreak.

Letters to the lost
Beyond the everlasting fog
And the words that were written
To the breath taking song
Would you write to me again?
Of those palaces of words
Or would you watch as I crumple
Like the ending of the Lost

I read those words over and over again,
Trapped inside a loop.
Why am I at this again?
I can't help but feel I did something wrong.
I see your messages,
But they are all but gone.
I'm sorry my love for whatever I did.
I hope you can forgive me for this is the end.

Connect the dots? They say.
You have always been the same.
Even after everything.
I wish I wouldn't have stayed

If I was just a whisper
Caught in a lie
Would you have saved me
Without running by?
Would you have cried
Like a star in the night?
Or would you have just left me
Like a whisper
Caught in a lie.

Maybe it's time
Maybe I should say goodbye.
For you never loved me.
And that is all but fine.
I gave u my heart.
But u tore it apart.
How could I be so blind.
When you were never mine..
Maybe one day.
In the future far far away.
We would meet one day
And I would all but say.
"I loved you my friend.
But you were never mine in the end..
And hoped one day we can be ok again."