¡Suicidal! Warning¡
I drove and drove for what felt like hours.
My eyes and cheeks burned from crying to much.
But my soul felt so empty yet so peaceful.
I felt safe.
My car finally stopped near an edge of a cliff close to town.
Leaning my forehead to the steering wheel I finally broke. My hands turned into fist banging on the wheel repeatedly and my voice broke into pitiful sobs.
I just wanted everything gone..
I want all the pain to be over and done with..
At that moment my head shot up and looked straight towards the cliff.
I never really thought about ending it all, I mean I have but-
Not actually going through with it..
You know that saying?
'I don't want to live but im too scared to die.'
Yeah, that's me.
It's always been me.
But right now-
I don't give two craps what happens to me now.
I grabbed my keys and backpack walking out of the car.
If I'm ending it I want to bring my stuff.
At least then I'll have something sentimental.
I walked towards the cliff trembling at what will await me.
In the process I dropped my keys onto the ground and walked closer and closer.
Every step felt like weight lifting off of my shoulders.
The trembling within my body started to fade and the noise around me began to blur.
My mind had calmed and no thoughts ran through my mind except one.
"I'll finally be free."
The cliff had ended and all that was left was the sunset and ground far down below.
Looking around I never realized how beautiful the world was.
It was the people who made it ugly.
Looking around once more then facing the sunset. I thought slowly.
I thought of all my friends who have stuck with me even at my worst.
I thought of my younger sister and our stupid conversations we had.
I thought of my dog and cat, Floof and Patches.
(Yes.)
I thought and thought and thought.
Till I thought about my parents.
My head spun into confusion and anger. Yet sadness overwhelmed me the most.
I didn't want to think of them..
So I took one final breath looking at the sunset, and closed my eyes.
It was now or never.
So I jumped.
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A/N
This was a touchy chapter and if anyone was dealing with something like this I advise to talk to someone. A best friend? Sibling? Or even a pet. You can even just write or draw.
Heck if u want to vent about anything you can message or comment here. I'll gladly listen.
Be safe and hope you'd enjoyed the chapter even if it was short.
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