Determined : Danganronpa Another x Female Reader

Chapter 4 : Afraid and Aware

"Helloooo Everyone! It is now 7AM, morning! Rise and shine, ursine! Let us have another lively day!"

Morning already...

I heard Kiyoka sigh from beside me. A part of me was glad it was time to get up, since my arm was aching from keeping it under my pillow. It was comfortable at first until the pillow got warm. I wanted to move and adjust sleeping positions, but I needed to keep the Monokuma bracelet hidden from Kiyoka.

After a few minutes of stillness from Kiyoka, I got up myself to take the first shower. Kiyoka lazily grabbed my arm.

"Oh, come on...you're warm...just five more minutes..."

"We have to investigate Kiyoka. I'll take first show-....wait, I don't have any clothes..."

"Don't worry about that!" Monokuma popped up from behind the dresser. In his paws were a few sets of clothes that perfectly matched the clothes I was wearing. I guess he took my measurements when he put the bracelet on...

"AAAAAHHH! It's here!" Kiyoka screamed and fell out of the bed. Her body hit the floor in a loud thud.

"Puhuhu! Good morning to you, too!" Monokuma placed the clothes on top of a second dresser and vanished. One look at the wall next to it told me that Kiyoka had stacked the guns almost to the ceiling. 

I turned to Kiyoka. "Awake, now?"

She nodded on the floor. "I'll....get up in a few....just shower..."

...how are you still tired after that?

I took one of the sets of clothes and walked into the bathroom. I approached the shower and forced myself to not think about Sayaka... I looked down at the Monokuma bracelet instead.

Is this thing waterproof? I mean, Yuta didn't get electrocuted before....

I turned on the water and washed away the thought.

...

I walked out of the shower feeling refreshed. Kiyoka walked in after me, giving me some time alone for the first time since I got to this world. 

Finally peace and quiet.

"......"

I'm in Danganronpa Another. A fucking video game.

I took a deep breath, grabbed a pillow, and screamed into it as loud as I could. My thoughts slowed. The world felt almost distorted as a ringing began in my ears. My mind was still and blank before a single thought came to me.

....Holy shit I'm really gonna fucking die here.

Just like that, words upon words began to flood my brain. I felt my hands shake and twitch under the pillow and my body began to tremble. 

HowamievengonnastopthesemurdersiamliterallyjustanormalgirlwhohasnoexperiencewithmurderbesidesthoseshittycrimeshowsmyrelativeswatchanditsliterallyimpossibletosaveeveryonewiththemotivesandlimitsandwherethefuckisKisaragiandmikakoprobablyhatesmeandthinksimpartofthisand-

I wanted to slap myself, get away, anything but stay here waiting to die.

I know the future, but what difference does it make!? I can't tell anyone, Utsuro's luck will probably make murders happen anyway, and...

I found myself gripping the bracelet tighter. 

...I'm going to die here. My family, F/n... I'll never see them again.

I let go of the bracelet, clutching my heart that was pounding in my chest. I felt scared, confused, alone...like I was already losing my mind.

I don't know how long I was like that. Maybe a moment, maybe an hour. I couldn't stop the thoughts from rushing in no better than I could stop the tears from falling.