Internet Love 3 || Bradley Will Simpson [edited]

Chapter 11 [edited]

Angel del amor - Maná

Bradley

" Yes, I'm Nathan's fiancée. ".

No, I didn't want to listen to this conversation anymore. This was to much for me.

It didn't even interest me if Rose saw me or not.

My knees felt like jelly when I went to the front door.

" Brad ! " Maya said after me and I felt her hand touching my shoulder.

" Go back to your laptop. You and Rose have to talk some important stuff. "

" What? Nonsense ! I can call back later. "

" No. I'm fine. Tell her my congratulations. " I said putting on my jacket.

" Maya ? Who's there ? I think to have heard Brad's voice. " I heard Rose saying from the laptop.

" Tell her that I'm not here. I don't want to ruin her engagement. " I whispered to Maya and went then without letting her to respond.

I went down the stairs to get to the street again and meanwhile I felt my hands getting sweaty again.

I rummaged my pocket of my jacket hoping to find my cigarette pack, but hopeless. I might have forgotten it at home, because I felt so great that I thought that I wouldn't need it.

My feet dragged me to the next bar and as soon as I got a seat next to the bar , I ordered the first beer for this evening.

The first beer was nothing to me. The second one neither but at the third beer I started to feel the alcohol in my brain.

" Yo, what's up man? Why are you crying ? " I heard the barkeeper asking me, but I just ignored him.

But somehow I had to talk to anybody. I couldn't drink and drink endless more beer to forget Rose and her fucking engagement.

" I lost her. " I sniffed and the barkeeper nodded.

" What did you do that she left you ? " he asked me while drying some cups.

" I cheated on her three years ago. "

" Yo, that's quite a long time ago. But have you continued to cheat on her ? "

" No. " , I shook my head, " she broke up with me and moved to London, made a new life here and now she's engaged. " I told him wiping away my tears.

" Well, I don't know what to say. Have you two talked to each other ever again ? "

" Not really. When I met her this year again, I got drunk because I was too nervous to see her and the second time I got drunk too because I didn't like her boyfriend, now fiance. "

" Hmmm . . . I think you two have to figure out your problems even though she's engaged. We don't know what she's thinking now. "

" But she has boyfriend anyways and
. . . -"

"- and you ? " he cut me.

" I . . . I don't know if I'm dating her but I'm still going out with that girl I cheated on my girlfriend. "

" Sorry man, but that's stupid. If I were her, I would never forgive you and marry that boy she's dating. "

" So , do you think I should stop seeing that girl? " I sniffed whereupon he nodded.