For Your Smile - KimChay | FF

Chapter 11 - Calm yourself Kimhan

For your smile by QUEENIKINI

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My dear little angels,
This is the first episode with Kim's POV.

This Fan fiction now you can read with burmese language with translator : SAT_KL04

Thank you guys for this much love and care for me and this FF.
I am really glad to having you for my life.

You can find me on twitter , face-book or IG with the same name and profile picture.

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his is very long chapter guys. Hope you wiill okay with that.

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Years ago our mom left us alone. I mean Kinn and me.

First, I didn't know that what is the death actually means. I just knew that death make you a star.
When someone die, they become a star.

But when the days go on, Someone like me, small, petty and soft hearted, and someone like Mama's boy, couldn't bear the pain of that separation.

I can remember that only one who besides me was Kinn.

When I come home at the mid of the class hours, Kinn held my hand tightly. I still can remember his warm hug. His words to calm me down.

I don't Know Papa loved us or not, but I can remember that he didn't has any time for a console hug or to say something to stop my tears.

And also to calm my poor brother's heart.

At that time, he was only five years older than me, but he was like someone who can take care of me.

I know that my brother has a weak heart but he always try to be a strong for me, his one and only little brother Kim.

He was the only one who can bring my long forgot smile in to my face.
He was the only one who can understand me. I mean, not a Cold hearted Kim, but soft hearted Kimhan.

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We knew about the Papa and son's talks from our friends. As they said, Those conversations are so warm and lovely.
They could feel the father's love.

But for us, conversations with Papa brought more pressure.

Besides, We had to make a appointments to meet our own father for a once a week.

Nanny , house keepers and Papa's secretary becomes our closest family and Papa becomes outsider to us. Actually that much he missed us, his own children.

When we finally meet with Papa, We had to show some academic achievement or something.
Only thing he hoped was something that we can achieve for him to show off his 2 son's brightness.

I know me and Kinn never talk about those competitions but we both needed to make our Papa happy. That is why we tried hard to achieve everything we can.

But when I grow up, at some point I was fed up with those studies and extra curricular works.

I know Kinn felt the same.

But fortunately I found something to bring my pressure away.

Guitar!
The second thing which can make my smile back.

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"Papa... I am not fond of girls.
I think you can understand that what I'm going to say.
I have a boyfriend not a girlfriend."