My Comfort Zone!! PJM

It's not Okay!!

Y/n's pov.....

I opened my eyes feeling something cool on my head. I touched it, it was a towel, wet towel. I regain my consciousness, realising I slept on the floor last night or I say, fainted on the floor. It took me one minute to realise that it's morning and I'm on my bed now and as far I remember, I was wearing my dress I wore in the party but now I'm in my comfy dress.

That's when door opened and I saw my mom coming into my room with breakfast. I looked at her, my body felt tired as my eyes were heavy. "Eomma!!" I called her as she came to me. She said nothing but placed the breakfast on side table and just touched my forehead and then cheeks and then she hold my wrist checking my nerves. I looked blankly at her, "What happened Eomma?" I asked.

"You have fever. Why you slept on the floor last night?" She asked. I remember the memories of last night which just ached my heart again. "So you did all this?" I asked hinting at my clothes.

"I'm your mom. okay." She blurted out. "I haven't said anything though." I replied. "You haven't answered me, why you slept on floor?" she asked again and I was thinking of coming up with any reason. "I- " I tried to speak when the door opened again revealing my brother.

"Eomma!! Here's the medicine. Now I have an online meeting so better not to disturb me." He said and went back. "Hey!! Atleast bring some water for her." She said but of no use because he already left. "I will bring by myself." I sat in my bed and my body ached, and took up the medicine he just threw over the blanket.

Chill run down through my spine when the blanket just left my upper body. I shivered as the air blew into my room. I quickly pulled on the blanket over my body. "Stay here and eat your breakfast. I will come back with water." She says. I wonder why she's being so nice with me.

She came back with water as I took my medicine after that. She instructed me to lay back because my body was really weak. I could feel, my face was pale and I was feeling cold. I pulled back the blanket covering myself. Thankfully it was Sunday. So I don't have to go school.

I would rather avoided it. Because the last night. No!! I don't want to think about that, It kinda traumatize me. I shut my eyes forcely to rush off those thoughts. I couldn't sleep having those thoughts. My mom, she was doing some cleaning and sorting out my stuff when she talked, "Who was that guy?" She asked.

I blankly looked at her, "w-who?" she finally turned to me and looks deeply into my soul like she could tell if I'm lying or not. "The one with deep dimples and was with Jisoo and you were there too. When Jisoo left, you were still talking to him. Who was he?" I got it, she was talking about Jungwon. I was scared as hell like It's always pretty hard for me to lie so I said, "He's my classmate. So we were just talking normally."

"are you sure? because he was beaming looking at you." She said. I looked blankly at her in confusion like seriously? I haven't noticed that. Having no response with me she comes close to me sitting on the edge of my bed. She placed her hand over mine caressing it.

I was confused so I was mutely looked at her. "You know dear that your family don't allow you for those things. Even if he likes you, you already know what to say and even if you likes her, than you know it's just a waste of time. I and your father just want you to study hard and get settled here in Korea so we can get you marry to a better man." She said which already left me dumbfounded.

She always said this to me time to time so I keep that in my mind forever. She sounded so polite today, for one second I really thought she's right, She's only thinking better for me but my heart still ached at next moment. These words still hurts me even when they sounded so right.

"E-Eomma!! It's really not like this. He's just my classmate and we just talked normally when Jisoo went to washroom. nothing else." I managed to speak this while my mind goes to Jimin. He proposed me yesterday. "That's good then. We just want a better future for you." She said. I just pressed my lips into a straight line having no response.