confession letter ; taegyu

11

"you lied to me when you said that you don't have a crush on beomgyu anymore, don't you?"

"n-no hyung, i- uh yes? kind of, but..." the younger stammered, not believing how obvious he was whenever beomgyu's around. he want to say "no" to the question from the older but what's the point of lying anyways, yeonjun already knows.

yeonjun patted his bestfriend's back, waiting for him to explain clearly.

"i just, i got confused okay? i told you that because i thought that i n-need time to clear things out hyung... what if gyu's just really a-attractive and i don't like him in that way? what if i just overreacted t-that time? these questions ringed through my ears and- i just felt... i don't know, pathetic or something like that."

"but turns out you still like him in that way" yeonjun smirked while taehyun just giggled and muttered out a little 'yeah'.

they waited for awhile until the bus reached taehyun's stop, he got off of the bus and waved goodbye to yeonjun. soon, yeonjun also got home and took a rest and sleep.

on the other hand, here's beomgyu who just took a bath then changed to his night wear and plopped his self on the bed.

he stared at the ceiling and started to squeal like a teenage girl who got asked out by their crush. the happening earlier is too much for his heart to handle; taehyun's hand snaking around his waist, caught taehyun staring at him, the color of their tops, them giggling together... every time he had spent with taehyun feels like winning a golden ticket.

suddenly, he opened his desk's drawer and fished out the confession letter that he's been keeping there for like almost a decade now. beomgyu looks happy and energetic outside, yes. but he also feels so frustrated and confused at the same time inside, he felt trapped. how long do i have to wait for the right timing? ugh, this is so hard.

nevermind, i'm gonna confess tomorrow!

—

( soobin × beomgyu )

soobin hyuuuung  :

: hey, gyu! what's up?

erm... i'm going to confess, tomorrow. i-i mean
not personally, like... i'll drop it in his locker. yeah, that's it! :

ooh, that's great omg! well, i hope it'll
: turn out fine. good luck for tomorrow!

yup, hyung! that's all hehe thankiee, bye! :

with that, beomgyu ended the call and got up. he sat in front of his desk and grabbed a pen and a piece of paper. he scribbled some tiny symbols in the corner of the paper then proceed to write something. after a minute or so, the paper is now full of paragraph about how beomgyu admire his taehyun. more like, expressing his thoughts about taehyun and his feelings towards the latter.

he smiled while carrying the paper up in the air, re-reading his now lashed out thoughts. after that, beomgyu got up and laid down on his bed to sleep peacefully. he need to take some beauty rest tonight, who knows what might happen tomorrow?

—

morning came, beomgyu got up from his bed and stretched up a bit. he went downstairs and prepared his breakfast. okay... today, it is! i can't believe i'm going to confess already, beomgyu thought while eating a spoonful of cereal.

beomgyu decided to go to their university today earlier than usual, so that he can succeed to his plan without anyone noticing his presence. it's currently 7am right now and his first period is at 9am, so beomgyu is now on his way to the university to do the plan, hoping that the guard won't suspect him from attending school this early.

beomgyu is now inside the university and went to the canteen first, deciding to buy a piece of cookie to help his rambling tummy even though he already ate his breakfast.

he walked through the hall to search for taehyun's locker while munching on his cookie. he feels so confident right now about this confession thing that is going on since not many students is around, only a few students who is going to the library to read something or maybe sleep there. if no one can see him near taehyun's locker, then no one will suspect and think that he's sus, right?

oh em gee, finally! beomgyu is now face to face with taehyun's locker, he's sweating so much right now, contemplating if he should go on and continue or not.

what if he found the letter and read it? will he know that it's me?

i only wrote down the first letter of my name... there's a lot of students whose name starts with "b" right?

but i also don't want him to mistaken me as someone... aish!

beomgyu furiously brushed off his negative thoughts and fished out the confession letter from his bag's tiny pocket. just as he was about to slide in the letter, a voice behind him made him froze from where he is standing right now.

"eh? beomgyu hyung? what ar—"

thanks to taehyun's fast reflexes. even though his sentence got cut, at least he catched his beomgyu hyung who just fainted by now.

taehyun have literally no idea why beomgyu is here in front of his locker. but that's not the thing to focus at right now, he needs to bring beomgyu at the clinic. taehyun noticed a folded small piece of paper in beomgyu's hand, hm? what's this? nevertheless, he grabbed it and put it inside his hyung's bag and carried him to the clinic. and fortunately, the older is not too heavy which made it easier for taehyun to carry him.

[ a/n : soooo what do y'all think 😃 (sorry 4 short chap hehe) ]