confession letter ; taegyu

01

"why the fuck are you so loud? just— oh my lord please shut up!"

beomgyu whined while rolling sideways on his bed, reaching his alarm clock trying to turn it off. you can say that he's not really a morning lover type of guy or whatsoever because of his actions just now. but maybe a certain person can change that-

"oh my god! first day of school, yes. fucking hell, yes! i'm going to see him again, oh my god!" he exclaimed excitedly, rushing to the bathroom to fix himself and get ready for school.

well yes, he is going to see that certain person again named kang taehyun. kang taehyun, the love of his life. they are both studying at BigHit University and already bumped into each other many times, only for beomgyu to receive a simple smile from the boy. it's always like that since no one really dared to speak up or even start a small talk, also one of the reason why beomgyu thinks he has no chance towards the guy.

he has a crush on taehyun for years now, yet he is still scared to confess. what a scaredy cat. you can't blame him tho, taehyun has a lot of girls and boys drooling over him that beomgyu can't stop overthinking about what might happen if he confessed. is his feelings going to be ignored? or what? well, we'll leave it to beomgyu's overthinking brain for now.

it's currently 7am now, only an hour left before going to school. he then started eating his breakfast while waiting for the clock to tick at 8am so that he can already go to school and admire his dream boy from afar.

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"yah! soobin hyuuuung!" beomgyu shouts, trying to make the mentioned guy notice him.

while beomgyu's trying hard to shout and run to reach the older's pace, here's soobin rolling his eyes but eventually slowly stopped on his track to wait for the younger.

"gyu please, stop shouting like that. the neighbors might get mad, that mouth of yours is so loud", said soobin, making the younger playfully smack his left arm while giggling.

the two are now on their way to their university, to start off a new journey trying to learn shits and stuffs that'll be forgotten just in a week.

"look at you, all smiley and hyped up. so excited to see your crush? poor you, he doesn't even know that you exist", soobin says half-jokingly, making the younger pout.

"yeah yeah i know, stop rubbing it to my face. and by the way, he know that this kind of angel exists since we've bumped into each other many times already, hah!", says beomgyu proudly, winking at the older teasingly. they decided to ride a bus so that they can arrive to the university on time.

soobin knows how hard his bestfriend fell for this taehyun guy, just by the sparkles in younger's eyes whenever he tells soobin everything about taehyun is enough proof.

the ride on the way to university are full of jokes and laughter, and after like a 20 minutes or so, they have arrived and bid each other's goodbye so that they can go to their classes.

[ beomgyu's pov ! ]

i walked in a fast pace so that i won't miss my first class. and oh i almost forgot! i need to look good today since maybe taehyun might be just around the hallways. i mean, of course he will be, he's studying here for fuck's sake.

i decided to go to the bathroom first to fix myself a bit since there's still half an hour left before the class to start.

well, if it wasn't my lucky day today. GUESS WHAT?

as i was on my way to the bathroom, i saw taehyun walking with his bestfriend named yeojin? yeonjin? ugh i don't care whatever but oh my god what should i do?! just seeing him from afar makes me feel all giggly and shit AAAAAHH i want to approach him but wait- nope! he can't see me in this ugly state of mine please this is so embarassi—

"um, excuse me...?" my thoughts were interrupted by this tall guy beside me, making me flinch a bit. why did he just popped out of nowhere?

"huh? what is it?" i replied, making him smile shyly.

"yeah, so uh... i kind of need your help. i really don't know where building 304 is, my class will start already in a few minutes and i don't wanna be late. i'm not really good at directions so... yeah hehe i'm sorry" he says, it's kinda obvious that he's a new and a transferee.

of course, my kind and big heart wouldn't want someone to miss their first class in the first day of school. so being the kindest human being, i decided to help him. not to mention that my class is in building 304 too so it's not really a big deal. i guess i'll just set aside my taehyun for now, heh.

while walking at the hallway, i can't help but notice that this kid is being nervous and all, he keeps on fidgeting the lace of his bag which is kind of cute— but taehyun is cuter.

"hey, by the way, what's your name"? i stated, making this guy advert his attention to me.

"oh, uh i'm huening kai." he replied, as my mouth shaped in 'o' as an amusement. he's foreigner?

"oooh, hi huening kai! my name is beomgyu, choi beomgyu. and uh, are you half american? or..." i asked, he laughed silently before nodding.

"this is... kinda awkward..." kai said. i noticed the tension around us and yes it is really awkward. "yah! don't worry, i'll be your best friend from now on. okay?", i stated which made his eyes go wide but then nodded happily.

after some time, kai and i are now in the building 304, patiently finding our room. aaand there it is!

we entered the room and decided to seat at the second row, the students are being really nice and quiet but friendly which i find really amusing and great at the same time.

not just a minute after kai and i sat, the teacher came in and greeted us warmly.

"oh look, our tranferee student is already here! mr. huening, you may introduce yourself now", the teacher said, gesturing kai to go in front of the class.

"hello everyone! my name is huening kai and i am from hawaii! i hope that y'all will take care of me here hehehe", kai said, making an aegyo pose and then covered his face too after a second. he got shyyy aw~

you can hear some of our classmates cooing at his cuteness while kai is on his way back to the seat next to me. "you did greaaat and you're so cuuute oh my, you look so fluffy!" i whisper shouted while pinching his cheeks, making him giggle shyly.

"okay so anyways, class! since it's just our first day of school, we're just going to get to know each other first! tomorrow we will start the real discussion so please don't forget your text books." our adviser said, earning a gasps and shrieks from the class.

guess the get-to-know session went really good, i could say that i made some friends too. the session smoothly went on for an hour, now i'm getting ready to leave for my next class, math. just hearing the words makes me gag, please ugh!

i said my goodbye to hueningkai and then left.

[ a/n : first chapter of my first book ever 🙀 thank u sm for reading this, pls vote or comment if u want. have a great day ! ]