confession letter ; taegyu

12

beomgyu woke up lying in a flat white bed with a drink and cookie beside him. he then remembered what happened, so he grabbed his bag as fast as he can to check the letter if it's still there. beomgyu sighed as a relief, seeing the letter is still in the pocket of his bag

but why is it in my bag? hm, maybe he put it back inside. but what if he read it?! i hope he didn't, oh gosh.

suddenly, taehyun swiped the curtain to the side to see beomgyu fully awake and looking fine.

"glad you're awake already, are you feeling fine now?" the younger asked, sitting on the bed beside beomgyu. with his face showing a bit of pink tint, beomgyu just nodded, not knowing how to talk with his crush's hand on his forehead checking his temperature.

taehyun got up to give him the food and water, "here hyung, eat this. i bought it for you".

butterflies started to dance inside beomgyu's tummy as he heard the latter's words. but i already ate my breakfast, and i also bought a cookie earlier so i'm full now. beomgyu pouted at the thought, but still chose to eat the food for the younger. taehyun bought it for him afterall, he cherished the food while stealing glance at the latter who's just seating there, reading some of his notes.

taehyun thought about asking the older why was he here in the uni so early but didn't get enough courage to do so, plus why is the older in front of his locker earlier? taehyun got a little bit suspicious but shrugged it off.

after munching and munching, beomgyu got up from the bed. he looked at the time and frowns, i gotta go to my class now, mission failed beomgyu. maybe next time again?

"hey t-taehyun? thank you so much but uh... i'll get going now, you should go to your classroom now too."

"yeah hyung, no worries. i don't have classes right now so i might go to the library instead. would you want me to walk you to your class?"

beomgyu just stood there, staring at the latter. taehyun, who noticed that the older won't probably reply to his question, got up and chuckled.

"let's go, you're going to be late" and with that, they left the clinic with taehyun holding beomgyu's wrist.

they're now in front of beomgyu's classroom, taehyun waved him goodbye and left. walking inside, he was greeted by a smirking kai beside his seat.

beomgyu just ignored the teasing look on his friend's face then put his bag down on his desk and sat.

some time passed by and now the class is finally dismissed. beomgyu didn't get the chance to have himself got absorbed by the calm and peaceful surroundings because of his best friend.

"hyuuung~ i saw that... why are you with taehyun earlier, huh?" kai asked, scooting closer to the older as he raise his brows up and down.

"you're such a nosy kid, y'know that?" beomgyu scoffed, "i think i should tell you and soobin hyung what happened later when i got home. now, go to your class first." beomgyu added as he shoo's the younger away. kai just rolled his eyes while walking out from the classroom.

beomgyu cleaned his desk and packed his bag to go to his next class, the one with taehyun.

speaking of taehyun...

"hey! beomgyu hyung!" beomgyu turned around and saw taehyun running in tiny while waving his hands, approaching him.

"huh? why? are you okay?" beomgyu asked, merely confused.

"you don't want to go to the class together?"

"no- i mean... yes! but..." beomgyu contemplated if he should tell the younger that he's still not used to them being alone together or just shut his mouth and enjoy the moment, "fine, i guess i need to get used to this" he mumbled, not knowing that the younger heard him.

"don't worry, no need to be awkward much! we're bestfriends afterall, right?"

yeah, bestfriends. beomgyu thought sadly.

soon, they reached their room and sat to their designated area.

while the class is busy on discussing something, beomgyu can't help but space out, and think about what should he do for taehyun to get a clue about what he's feeling towards the latter. this is frustrating him so much lately, he can't even sleep peacefully at night without thinking about it. beomgyu have no idea if he's overreacting or it's just because his feelings towards taehyun is too strong that he's about to combust.

the bell rang. beomgyu snapped out of his thoughts, realizing that he didn't even learn anything from the lessons today.

"you okay? seems like you've been distracted by your thoughts there", taehyun asked the older, beomgyu just smiled and nod.

they walked together to the canteen and waited for the others.

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the day ended just like that. beomgyu is now inside his room, doing some staring competition with the confession letter on his study table.

he decided on re-writing the letter and make the confession short and simple, beomgyu also thought that he wouldn't write his name nor leave any clue in the letter. better leave it like this, taehyun's smart and wise so maybe he'll know who's this letter from.

beomgyu won't wait another decade anymore to confess and face his fear. he don't give a fuck if taehyun rejects him inderectly (of course, taehyun will share his thoughts about this to their circle of friends tomorrow if he saw the letter), he wouldn't mind if taehyun wants to date other boys or girls out there, he don't care even if they'll live happily ever after. but you'll definitely hear beomgyu's heart shattering in a million pieces if one of these scenarios were about to happen. clichè but might be true.

it's literally now, or never. beomgyu thought.

[ a/n : short chapter again >:( i'm rlly sorry my dearest readers, i'll try to write longer chapters next! vote if u want and comment ur thoughts abt this book heueheuheu thank youu <3 ]