Seasick - Jaeden Martell X Reader

Am I Worth The Fight?

AN: Hello guys! Glad that you're all sticking around, thank you for staying here even when I wasn't. This is the first of many updates to this book- plus since Stranger Things season 4 is out- would anyone be interested in an Eddie X reader type of deal? Let me know what you all would like to see. <3
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I am so tired already. Sometimes I wonder what I see in Jaeden. Or Finn. This all feels a little hopeless, Im going home soon. They're literal movie stars. But I push those thoughts aside and sit down with everyone inside.
"Can't we play an ACTUAL game?" Jessica whines, unboxing all of our snacks. Me and her have our matching pajamas on, and the boys are in pajama pants and tshirts.

I let my gaze drift over to Jaeden. His hair is all messy from changing, and he goes to stretch. His shirt slides up a little and I can make out faint abs.

All I really wanted this summer was to have fun for once in my life. Boys didn't usually look at me. Not that I'm exactly ugly or pretty- I'm just not exactly noticeable. And all of my friends have had their first kisses. We'd sit and gossip about their sex lives and Id smile and lie.

"What's an "actual game" Jessica", Jack asks. We're now all in the living room together, Finn Jack and Liam on the couch, me Jessica and Jaeden on the carpet.

"We should TOTALLY play paranoia" Jessica giggles, looking at me for my approval. We used to LOVE that game. We'd get all the girls from choir to sit out in the hallway and we'd play for hours on end during slow parts of the day.

(if you don't know what paranoia is- maybe please go google it for me rq, it's a silly game but I used to love playing it in school)

"Wait that's actually a fun idea," Finn said, "can I go first?"

"Yeah go for it," Jessica said smiling.

Finn turns to Jack and whispers something. Jacks eyes go a little wide, he laughs, and says "definitely definitely Liam."

Coin flips and lands on heads.

"Yeah okay spill.", Liam laughs.

"Okay whatever. I said you'd be the most likely to end up curing cancer." Giggles Jack, "you're probably the smartest of us here to be honest."

We played for a few hours, and my name came up, but was never really answered. Until it was.

"Jaeden cmon you have to tell her what you said, it's the rules," whines Jessica, "you're such a loser."

"Yeah okay well the question I was asked I shouldn't have answered anyways so whatever." Jaeden looks away, "I'm going late night swimming. Goodnight guys."