LOST BUT NOT LOST

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I don't  know where I lost myself,
Maybe, it was in those 2hours in lecture hall, lost in notes and trying to figure out what the lecturer was saying  While listening to voices of hundreds of people as it echoes through the hall.

Maybe in dms of strangers - old friends who I have no idea of their whereabouts or who they are anymore .

Did I lose myself somewhere in the clubs where I drowned my sorrows with liquor and loud music?
Did I leave myself behind in movies or books?
Perhaps in quite walk at midnight or late night parties with people I barely talk to?

Or maybe it was when I kept dreaming of better days rather than  working for it- on it.

When I think about it, I don't think I ever lost myself
I am not sure I ever did .
Maybe those places are where I felt safe and found myself.

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