Flowers [Jaykewon]

Chapter 13

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"Recently, you have been acting weird," Heeseung mentioned. "What do you mean by that, Hee hyung?" Jake asked slightly concerned. "I mean, you just are, I can feel it." Heeseung shrugged.

"Hyung, you do know that I do not believe in that stuff..." Jake sighed. "I know that, but I just thought that you should know..." Heeseung smiled at Jake. "You're so thoughtful hyung," Jake said as he teased Heeseung who only blinked twice at him completely indifferent.

"Gosh, hyung I can't even make you laugh." Jake chuckled. "You know..." Heeseung glanced at him. "Have you ever felt weird since you came to Korea?" Heeseung asked as he smiled at him, while Jake glanced at him confused.

What is he talking about...?

"Of course not-" Jake shrugged as Heeseung interrupted him. "Jaeyun-ah, I feel like you aren't honest with me." Heeseung said a bit serious this time. "Uh..." Jake glanced at him as he bit his lip.

"Hyung, I am being honest with you," Jake said. "I always had a strong connection to people and their emotions," Jake added. "I just wanted to make people happy, I just feel that I know who is meant to be with who and some important uh, things as well." Jake gulped while Heeseung only nodded at him.

Something is off...

"Hyung do you have something to tell me?" Jake glanced at him as he waited for Heeseung's response. "I have a feeling that you know too much, but at the same time you do not." Heeseung sighed as Jake formed a pout on his face. "Hyung, that doesn't make any sense." He said as he glanced at him. "It's not like you didn't fill Ni-ki's head with stupidity," Jake added.

"That's not stupidity." Heeseung glared at him. "Oh, yeah?" Jake said with a provoking tone in his voice. "Than, why aren't you letting Sunoo go?" Jake frowned at him as Heeseung widened his eyes at that. "Why aren't you letting him be happy with Sunghoon-ah or Riki?" Jake asked as Heeseung stayed silent on that. "Answer me, hyung," Jake demanded.

"How do you know about that?" Heeseung asked surprised. "I just know, the way you eyed the two of them is purely weird and dumb." Jake sighed. "Like, can't you see that the two of them ain't meant to be with Sunoo?" Jake rolled his eyes as he spoke while Heeseung was just staring at him dumbfounded.

"Jaeyun-ah..." Heeseung blurted out. "You crossed the line." Heeseung glared at him. "I am sorry, hyung but I am just speaking facts," Jake said as his expression softened. "I can't watch you hurting..." Jake glanced down as he bit his lip while Heeseung was once again surprised.

I guess that today is a k-drama day for me.

"I am sorry too, Jake.." Heeseung softly smiled at him. "But, you're hurting as well..." Heeseung said as he locked his eyes with Jake's. "Something is going on between Jay and Jungwon-ie and your feelings," Heeseung explained. "It's like you only now realized that you like either one of them or both of them..." Heeseung said still glancing in Jake's direction.

He's right...

I just now realized it and the two of them are closer than they have ever been before...

It's all thanks to me, I should be happy for them which I am, but I am hurt...

It just pains me to see them together, but at the same I want them to be happy together because they deserve it.

Why is my love life so fricking complicated...?

I should be a poet or something...

"I feel like love is like a flower, it does bloom, but it does wither as well..." Jake said as Heeseung attentively listened to him. "I always believed that if you take care of flowers, that they won't wither, but I guess that it can happen any time after all." Jake glanced down as Heeseung sighed in response.

"You may be right on that Jake, but you should know that it's never too late to try." Heeseung said. "Maybe, you three aren't meant to be now, but as time passes maybe you will be..." Heeseung added as he crossed his arms. "Maybe, I will date Sunoo one day even though he won't be my "end game" as some people like to say it." Heeseung added as he glanced down.

"I do not know how to help you, but I can assure you that they do care for you and your feelings very much." Heeseung smiled as Jake glanced at him. "You should be patient, but don't waste your time if you aknowledge that it's not going anywhere, life is too short for that." Heeseung said as Jake smiled at him. "We may not be the closest, but I hope that you find your happy ending." Heeseung smiled at Jake as he spoke. "Same, here hyung." Jake said. "Thank you." Jake smiled brightly at him.

Maybe, that was what I had to hear.

I am not weird for liking two people at the same time, right?