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"Tell them I was the warmest place you knew and you turned me to cold" - Rupi Kaur
*****
With Jimin the situation was always the same.
We would meet each other almost every day just to repeat the same thing over and over again.
It was only lust that was keeping us together.
Not love.
Half of the time he didn't even let me touch him. The only night he truly stayed with me was the night when he took me to the hotel.
The day he gifted me the gorgeous moon necklace.
On another particular night, however, things were yet again different.
Trying to catch our breath, we laid over the bed. And just when I thought he was going to leave again as always, he rolled over to his side and fell asleep.
He didn't just fall asleep, did he?
I didn't know what to do as it was the most unexpected thing ever. He had never done that before and I was sure that he was going to leave in a few minutes.
He is not going to stay with me. Never.
Pulling the covers over him carefully, I admired his beautiful face and wondered whether he ever looked at me the same way as I did.
Once again.
It was always the same thoughts going through my head.
But of course he didn't. Why would he? It was not like were together or anything.
For a second I forgot that he was still laying next to me deep in sleep as I got lost in my thoughts.
Jimin didn't leave.
And the fact that he looked like the most peaceful person didn't make it any easier for me to wake him up.
My little Prince.
But before I could get carried away, I decided to leave instead of him.
So I quietly got up, getting ready to leave. But before I could pull the covers off, he grabbed my waist and pulled me back.
I instantly looked at him, shocked by his sudden and unexpected move.
