Impossible Love.

chapter 28

*next morning*

I woke up extra early since today was a Sunday and i wanted to spend the day with Ced, i got dressed and went to the boys dormitory.

"GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE" I said entering Ced's room.

"Why are you up so early on a Sunday" he said covering his ears with a pillow.

"It's not that early it's 8:00 am, now get up get ready we're going out" i said firmly smiling.

"Whyyy" he said annoyed.

"It's a special day for us, come on I'll be waiting for you outside" i said leaving his room.

Today was my last day with him, and God knows when I'll meet him.
I don't understand why i had to leave with them, i wasn't even a death eater, i knew i would end up like my perents.

After a few mins he came out "come on let's go" i said taking his hand.

"Where are we going?" He asked curiously.

"Hogsmeade, i wanna spend all my day with you" i said smiling widely.

"Why today? Is there something you're not telling me?" He asked confused.

"You'll find out tonight but don't worry today is all about our friendship." I said linking my arm with his.

When we arrived at Hogsmeade we had breakfast and did all the things we loved doing together.
We first went to the three broomsticks where we talked a lot about our first years together.
Then we went to Madame puddifut's where we saw so many of our classmates making out, we loved going there to make fun of them.
And then we went to honeydukes where we spent the most time.

I wanted to tell him so much but i couldn't, i love him so much and i would do anything to protect him.

We started to walk around Hogsmeade while talking, all of a sudden i stoped him.
"Do you remember the first time we came here together" i said laughing.

"Of course i do, it was one of the best days" he said smiling.

" I don't know what I'll do without you next year" i said sadly, almost crying.

"You have Theo and Draco they'll take care of you" he said putting his hand on my cheek.

"I want you to know that, i love you so much, but we should go now it's 5:00 pm" i said chuckling.

When we arrived at the castle it was already 6:00 pm.

I took him in a corner to talk to him for the last time.
"Ced i need you to listen to me, i love you so much, you are like my family you were there for me when no one was there for me, you helped me go through so much" i said when a tear fell.

"Y/n but why are telling me this right now" he asked confused.

"I can't tell you why, but you are so special to me, you have a special place in my heart, you saw me grow up, you treated like me like your equal, you saw me at my best and at my worst, i want to thank you for being the most amazing person in my life, if it wasn't for you i would be dead" i said crying.

"No y/n don't tell me you're leaving, i can't let you" he said crying.

"I'm so sorry Ced but i have no choice" i said holding his hands.

"You can't leave me tight now, you promised you would be there for my graduation, you said you would stay with me until the last second" he said hugging me.

"I wish I could do that, promise me you will take care of yourself, and you won't do anything stupid" i said laughing a little while sobbing.

"Why are you doing this to me y/l/n" he said, sobbing.

"After all this ends i promise I'll come back, for you only you" i said, poking his chest with my finger.

"I'm Sorry ced i have to go" i said breaking the hug.

"I love you so much Ced, I'll come back i promise" i said softly putting our foreheads together.

"I love you too y/n" he said still crying.

I left him there, i felt like the worst person in this world.

I started to go to the Slytherin common room sobbing.

I saw Theo standing there waiting for me.
He looked worried, i instantly ran to hug him.

"Are you ok?" i asked him anxiously.

"Yeah don't worry but we have to go now" he said worried but still smiling.

We started to run really fast, we arrived in the great hall, where i saw all the windows were broken and Bellatrix Lestrange running on the tables breaking all the plates and cups laughing.

And Draco, who was standing there shocked, crying.

"Y/n" i heard him say, he ran and hugged me.

"Are you ok?" i asked gently touching his face.

"I couldn't do it" he said hugging me tighter.

I turned around and saw Snape behind us.

"I wasn't expecting to see you here" i said looking at him up and down.

"Let's go" he said with is usual monotone voice.

"Come on " i said taking Draco's hand.

We got outside where we saw Hagrid's house on fire.
I held Draco's hand tighter telling him that everything is going to be ok.

Then, i heard Harry's voice.

"He trusted you" he said running to Snape.

Snape told us to go on, but i couldn't move, i didn't want to go.
Harry looked at me with a disgusted/disappointed face.

I'm sorry i mouthed while crying and then Draco pulled me to go with him.

And that was the last time i saw Harry, he thought that i was a part of them, but i wasn't, i wanted to be with him, not here.

We arrived at the Malfoy manor it was just me, Draco and Theo.

"You're here" Narcissa said hugging Draco.

"Are you ok?" She asked us.

"Yeah" we all said.

"Let's go" Draco said taking us in his room.

"What the fuck happened" i asked sitting down on a chair.

"We couldn't do it, Dumbledore was trying to stop us" Theo said holding his head.

"But fucking Snape came out of nowhere and killed him" Draco said, still in shock, i knew Draco, even if he was mean and a bad person he would never kill.

We stayed in silent for a lot of time, none of us wanted to talk.

But then Theo left all of a sudden without saying anything.

"I'm a fucking coward" Draco said.

"What are you talking about?" I said confused.

"I couldn't even kill him, I'm just like my father" he breaking down.

"No no you're not a coward, it's a good thing that you couldn't kill him, that proves that you're a good person in there" i said pointing at his chest.

"You shouldn't be here, in this mess" he said.

"I'm with you, so I'm ok"