Impossible Love.

chapter 27

In these days, i didn't t go out a lot i mostly stayed in my room.
I only got out to go to class or when Cedric forced me to take more fresh air.
I talked to Cedric and he helped me a lot, i don't know how I'll go on without him.
Theo helped me too but we grew distant we would rarely talk.
I haven't seen Draco a lot, i ignored him anytime he would try to talk to me, and i wasn't in the mood to see him.

Today i decided that i wanted to stay more with Theo since we didn't talk as much as we used too.

I started to search for him hoping to find him, and then i saw him, he was sitting outside.

"Hey Theo" i said sitting next to him.

"Hey y/n" he said smiling.

"I'm sorry if I pushed you away in these days" i said hoping he wasn't mad at me.

"It's ok i understand, and how are you?" he said smiling.

"I'm ok, I'm feeling better, Ced helped me a lot" i said, smiling, and actually feeling good.

"I'm happy to see you smiling again" he said putting his arm on my shoulders.

"How are you?" I asked him.

"I'm ok, i was just worried for you" he said looking down.

"How's it going with the plan" i asked him curiously.

"Tomorrow, we'll do it tomorrow" he said firmly.

"WHAT?! Why didn't you tell me" I said getting up.

"You were already stressed i didn't want to stress you even more" he said sadly.

"What if something happens to you" i said anxiously.

"Nothing will happen, we're not alone" he said calmly smiling.

"How's Malfoy?" I asked hesitatingly.

"Not good, he doesn't come out of his room" he said looking at me.

Not gonna lie,  knowing he wasn't feeling well made me happy, he deserved it.

"You're smiling, and why is that?" He asked curiously.

"Oh nothing" i said laughing.

"Do you want to talk to him?" He asked me gently.

"Should i? I don't want too but we need to clear out some stuff" i said looking at him confused.

"Do it, he needs you, he's been talking about you nonstop" he said getting up.

"Let's go then" i said linking my arm with Theo's.

We arrived at the Slytherin common room, i remember entering this room months ago.

Theo took me to his room " I'll go now" he said leaving me in front of his door.

I knocked but no one answered, so i knocked again, this time i heard Draco say "go away".

"Draco it's me, y/n" i said gently after a few seconds he opened the door.

He stayed there looking at me surprised.

"Hi Draco" i said smiling slightly.

He took my arm and let me in, the second he closed the door, he hugged me.
He never hugged me like this, i missed his hugs so much.
I hugged him back, i missed him.

I broke the hug " we need to talk" i said, when i noticed his face.

He was very pale, with eyebags, red eyes, and with messy hair.

"Yeah sure" he said sitting on his bed and i sat with him.

"I'm really sorry y/n and i understand that you don't want to marry me, I'm not gonna forse you and i know it's all my fault" he said looking down.

As i said before, seeing him this miserable, made me feel way better.

"I didn't send the letter" i said looking at him.

"You didn't?" He said happily.

"I wrote it but I never sent it" i said looking down.

"I'm happy you didn't send it, i missed you a lot" he said looking at me with red eyes.

"I missed you too, but i need to know why you did it" i said making eye contact.

"I got super high with Theo that night, and since we started to grow distant i needed someone, someones body, and i knew it wouldn't be hard for me to find someone" he said looking down.

I took a deep sigh "are you still mad at me?" He asked.

"I am, a lot, Draco , but i can't leave you right now" i said smiling slightly.

"Theo told you didn't he" he said rolling his eyes.

"Yeah he did, you should thank him, if it wasn't for him i wouldn't be here" i said laughing.

He laughed too, i missed his smile.

"Don't worry for tomorrow, you'll be okay" i said putting my hand on top of his.

"Why are you so nice to me?" he asked chuckling.

"I ask myself the same question" i said looking at him.

After a few seconds of silence he got up and pulled out something from his drawer.

He came in front of me and knelt down.

"Will you marry me y/n? Again?" he said with a big smile.

"Yes, Draco" i said crying,

He got up and hugged me and kissed me. Deep down i knew i shouldn't have said yes, but i heart was all his.

After a minute of just hugging.

"You should go outside" i said laughing and wiping my tears.

"But i want to stay here with you" he said sadly.

"Theo told me you haven't left your room in days, come on" i said laughing.

"Alright I'll change" he said laughing.

I sat back on his bed while waiting for him.

Then suddenly i remembered tomorrow is my last day with Cedric.
I instantly got up.

"What happened?" He asked me confused.

"Tomorrow is my last day with Cedric" i said to him.

"You should say a proper goodbye" he said putting his arms on my waist.

"I don't want to" i said putting my head on his chest.

"I didn't want you to get involved, I'm Sorry" he whispered.

"It's not your fault, he's been my best friend for so long i don't want to leave him now, i wanted to see him graduate, and stay with him the last day of school" i said holding my tears.

"I promise you that once everything finishes we'll live our best life, like normal husband and wife" he said wiping my tears.

"You know i always wanted to have 2 kids, a girl and a boy, see them grow up, their first steps, their first day of school and i want this with you by my side" i said smiling.

"I want this too, with you, only you" he said kissing my head.

"Oh and y/n tomorrow at 7:00 pm come in front of the Slytherin common room, Theo we'll be waiting for you there" he said looking away.

"Alright I'll be there" i said giving him a comforting smile.

We left the room and joined Theo who was sitting on a couch.

"Look who came out" he said laughing.

"Finally got him out" i said smiling at Theo.

"Wanna go out? I wanna spend some hours with both of you like the old times." I asked Theo

"I would love to"