Chapter 1

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******To my momma. I miss you every single day. I only hope I'm the mom you were to me. You will always be in my heart.

Not long after my mother's death, I found my mother's journal and had the opportunity to read about her journey being married to an alcoholic. Mattie's mother in the story was a character I molded after her. Her journal was the outline for this story. I know she would have loved it. The beginning of each chapter is an excerpt from the pages of her journal. I hope you are dancing in Heaven, Momma. To the beautiful Susan....earth only had you for a little while, but Heaven will keep you in its embrace forever.


Copyright © Sabrina D. Guthrie, 2022

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This novel is a work of fiction. Any references to historical events; to real people, living or dead; or to real locales are intended only to give the fiction a sense of reality and authenticity. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously, and their resemblance, if any, to real-life counterparts is entirely coincidental.


I was raised around alcohol all my life. My daddy drank. My uncle was an alcoholic who later killed himself. There are a lot of bad experiences I remembered that later played a big part in my life. ~Susan Sanford ~*******


List of Characters

Mattie Mackey ~ Main character. Daughter of an alcoholic that will help to open the eyes of a small town in Dewbridge, Mississippi. She has bright blue eyes.

Rylan Tucker ~ Main character. Football quarterback. Mattie's neighbor and protector. In love with Mattie. He has dark green eyes.

Devin Gibson ~ Supporting character. Junior at Dewbridge High and fellow football player. Rylan's best friend.

Tad Roberts ~ Supporting character. Mattie's best friend. Rylan Tucker's neighbor. Loves to write. Son of Dewbridge's most prominent judge.

Thomas Ballerini ~ Supporting character. Rylan's best friend. Football player. In a relationship with Mattie's friend Darby.

Darby Jones - Supporting character. Free spirit. Mattie's best friend. In a relationship with Thomas Ballerini. Pastor's daughter. Her discovery will rock their small town.

Sue Mackey ~ Supporting character. Mattie's mother. Kind hearted. Strong. Nurse.

Levi Mackey ~ Supporting character. Mattie's father. Alcoholic. Demons in his past.

Annabelle Tucker ~ Rylan's mother, Debutante. Poor girl that marries into a wealthy family, but tends to forget that.

Beckett Tucker ~ Rylan's father. Comes from old money. Real estate tycoon, travels all over the south.

Michael Hayes ~ Dewbridge football player. Bully. Once tried to make trouble for Mattie.

Ladonna Miller ~ Supporting character. Beauty queen. The person most likely to take over top debutante from Annabelle Tucker. Rylan's ex-girlfriend.

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