Love me for me

My life *Alex in pic*

My name is Jayla Brielle heart. I am 19 years old And I attend FAMU. All my life I was raised to be this perfect daughter. I've always made nothing less thAn 95 on all my subjects. I was popular all through highschool. I was just friends with everybody. I've always been a cheerleader, ran track, and taken ballet. I still dance, I love it it's my passion.

If you would describe me, I would say I'm just your average chill chick. I'm mixed, 4'11, brownish/red curly hair. I've never really had time to date. I've only been in one relationship. I am a virgin surprisingly, considering how females are these days. Honestly if you would ask me, I would say that I wish I wasn't this perfect girl that everybody thinks I am. Sometimes I want to just let loose and do something wild.
I grew up in a family were my dad is a doctor and my mom is a lawyer, so you can see the standards I have to reach. It's hard being this perfect daughter. When I left for college I was so happy to get away.

I work at the hospital as a nurse, ik I'm young but when you volunteer and do stuff in the community, doors are open for you. Im working on a degree to get my bachelors as a Rn. Right now I'm just a LPN, but I make good money so I'm not complaining. My roommate and I (she is also my bestfriend) share an apartment. We've been friends since 9th grade and we met when we both were trying out for cheerleading.

since I've been in college I've loosened up, I still am a good girl, but it's good to be away from my strict parents. All my friends went out but of course I'm home studying for finals we have starting tomorrow. I'm so ready for summer. I mostly take online classes, I take 4 online and 2 in class. I'm only a freshman but I'm hoping to graduate early.

As you can see, between school, my job, and ballet, I don't have time to date. I'm single and happy. Of course guys try to change my mind all the time, but when I'm ready then I'll date until then I'm just Chillen.

I check my phone and it's 2a.m. I've been studying for hours. I decided to get up and go shower. That shower felt great. I felt like I've studied enough.

I'm lying in bed when I get a text from my ex. We broke up because he wanted sex and I wasn't ready. We were together for 3 years.
Alex 💔 : wyd? I miss you
Me: in bed, watching Netflix. You?
Alex 💔: I said I miss you 😒
Me: goodnight 😌
I turned my phone off, I was not about to get back with him. He been trying every since we've broke up witch was 2months ago. I turned over and went to sleep.