LOSING YOU - VEGASPETE [ ManxMan)]

Chapter 5

PETE'S POV

"Pete, it's still early to get drunk," Porsche said putting his hands around my shoulder.

That's my 3rd glass of Whiskey on the rock that I drank, and for me, it tastes like water.

Because I'm not thinking about the taste of the drinks anymore. I'm thinking about what Mr. Kinn told me a week ago.

And it's bothering me.

I can't even sleep properly at night because of that. I'm so frustrated, why does he need to ask those kinds of questions?

When Porsche called me that he wants to see me, I agreed even if I knew that he is with the guy I'm avoiding at.

Yes, I'm still telling him what's happening to me, and what I felt about Vegas. That I hated him, that I don't wanna see his face. The only thing I can't tell him right now is what Mr. Kinn is asking me.

I can't tell him, because that's what Mr. Kinn told me too.

Now I'm in between being a friend and being a lover of them. What do I do now? What the hell did I do in my past life to be in this situation right now?

Even the presence of Vegas doesn't bother me at all.

When I was about to drink again Porsche took the glass from me.

"Hey, slow down. I call you here to relax not to get drunk" he told me.

I wash my face with my hands and pulled my hair because of guilt.

How can I tell him, that his ex Mr. Kinn is making my heart beat faster now?

I hate this, I really hate what is happening now.

"Porsche, come over here for a bit" Yok shouted from the counter.

We are sitting at the back corner of Yok's bar, far away from the other customers.

"Pete, don't get drunk, the night is still young" after saying that, then he left me with Vegas.

I just nodded at him.

After he left, I took my glass again and drank it in one go.

"I miss you, Mr. Kinn, this is all your fault," I said talking to the glass I was holding without even noticing the name I just said.

"Kinn?" I heard Vegas say.

"I didn't say, Kinn, I said Takhun." I insisted.

"So you are telling me that I'm a liar? That  I misheard the name Kinn to Takhun? Is that it?" he said with a cold face.

"YES YOU ARE A LIAR," I said greeting my teeth.

Then I saw him poking his inner cheeks with his tongue/and gripping the glass of alcohol he was holding.

Then my phone rang.

I need to squint my eyes for many just to check who is the caller because I'm starting to get dizzy.

"Tsk, Speaking of the devil," I say when I see who is the caller then turn off my phone.

I don't want to hear his voice. I have been seeing him almost every day. Why is he calling me again?

After the 3rd ring, I answered because I'm already annoyed.

"Hello"

"Where are you?" Mr. Kinn asked on the other line.

"Why do I need to tell you where am I" I answered back rudely.

"Pete are you drunk?"

"Yes because of you" now I'm becoming bold in answering because of the liquor.

Now I'm blaming the liquor for my attitude, but this is my time to answer back at him. Let the liquor do the answering now.

"Why me? just tell me where are you so I can pick you up"

"No don't come here, I don't want to see your face"

"Pete just tell me where are you" now his voice is getting higher.

"I'm not telling you" I shouted at my phone then turn off and throw it on the table.

"Lover's quarrel?" I heard Vegas asked

"I don't need your opinion so shut up your mouth," I said glaring at him.

Now that I am drunk, I can't hold back the words I want to say anymore.

And I know I'm in big trouble especially with Mr. Kinn because of the way I answered him earlier.

"Mr. Takhun this is all your fault, why you didn't take me with you, why did you leave me here" now I'm becoming a drama queen while talking to myself again.

I close my eyes in lean on the couch, I don't know how many minutes have passed then I heard Porsche come back again.

"Hey Pete are you okay?" he ask me but when I looked at him he was sitting too close to Vegas.

"I think so," I said but I'm not sure about my answer.

Pretending to massage my temple with my one hand but my eyes are on them.

I need to see if Mr. Kinn was telling me the truth. If Porsche and Vegas are dating for real.

Even if I'm dizzy like this I can see clearly what they are doing.

Now I can see Porsche's hands are on Vegas lap.

What the hell does Mr. Kinn is telling me the truth?

Now I'm having a headache because of that.

I close my eyes again and lean back massaging my temple for real this time.

"Pete I've been looking for you the whole time" I flinch when I heard Mr. Kinn say but I stayed still because now I can feel that if I open my eyes my world will be spinning around.

"Why Mr. Kinn? It is my day off," I said and stayed still sitting.

"Takhun is calling you, he said you're not answering him and he is worried because his favorite bodyguard is missing" I wanted to say that's a lie cause Mr. Takhun is calling me mid-day. But I managed to keep my mouth shut and not say a single word.

But I know he just made some excuse because they are here.

"Yes Mr. Kinn let me just rest for a bit," I told him.

"Come I will help you" then he sat next to me and put my arms on his shoulder. Then he put his arms on my waist.

I wanted to say no but when I try to stand up, my knees felt so weak, and fall.

It's good that Mr. Kinn was holding me or else my face went all the way to the floor.

He hold my waist so tightly then my vision started to get blurry then I passed out.

Another KINNPETE... I'm loving this chapter...

Should I change this FANFICTION TO KINNPETE instead of VEGASPETE?

LET ME KNOW HAHAHA