LOSING YOU - VEGASPETE [ ManxMan)]

Chapter 19

VEGAS POV

I know that he is really annoyed by me because of my singing, I just did that on purpose though.

I think I pushed him to his limits, but I'm still a bit hurt but not really hurt though.

I was so nervous that my plan was not gonna work but after Venice saying the word Papa we practiced for how many days, I was so happy.

Yeah I keep on teaching him every time Pete is not around. I want his first word to be Papa and not me.

Because I can see and feel it that he really loves Venice more than me. And sometimes I feel jealous because of that, he gave so much attention to him than me. Now I'm sulking again, I shouldn't do that because his my son.

"Vegas, your thinking to much again, you think that I love Venice more than you and I'm giving all my attention right?" he said smiling.

I didn't answer him because I already got caught of what I am thinking.

"You teach him how to say those word right?" he asked and I just nodded.

"I'm teaching him how to say Daddy first but I think he loves you more than me" now he is sulking and pinching Venice cheeks again.

"No ask him who he loves the most" I said.

"Venice who you love most Papa or Daddy?" he asked tickling from his side.

"Prrrrrr"  he answered then giggle.

"You silly, go to sleep now I'm going to read a book for okey" he said and we walk to his bed.

"I'm reading the book for today" i said and take the baby book from the shelves.

Then we all lie down on the bed.

We put him between us, and I give his binky because he can't sleep without it.

"Pete you have to listen very carefully to this story, because it's very interesting" I said and wink at him after.

"Really I think I read that already" he said while looking at the book I was holding.

"And the small box just keep holding it while listening okey" I said again and he showed me that he is really holding it.

"Okey let's start reading" I said and take a deep breath before opening the book. Now my heart beating begins accelerate because of nervousness.

"Long time ago, there is man who doesn't know how to love. He only knows how to hurt people and followed his Papa's command" I started.

"Vegas what are you reading that's not the sto...." Pete said and I looked at him at gestured him not to talk.

"Then one day, he meet and hurt this particular guy that he didn't even know that he will fall in love with with." then I looked at him again and turn the pages pretending that I'm reading but I'm not.

"Then it came to the point that he asked the guy to kill him, because of what he did. Because he hurt the guy so much. And the man is hurt because of that after realizing that he started falling for him. He regretted all the things he did, but what's done is done and he can't bring back the time any more."

"Vegas enough" Pete said and caressed my face.

"The man thought that the guy doesn't have feelings for him and try to forget about him. But one day after knowing all the truth, the man was very happy. They talked and cleared everything out about them and their past. After that, they started being friends, then become a lovers, and now they also have a son that turns one. And the man wants to take their relationship into the next level now. And he is hoping that the guy will say yes, so they can live happily ever after." then I closed the book and looked at Pete that now biting his lips trying to control his sob.

Because he doesn't want Venice to wake up because he is already fast asleep.

I got up and kneel in front of them.

"My biggest fear in my life now is LOSING YOU. Because my life now is incomplete without you and Venice. And because of you and him I am nothing. So Phongsakorn Saengtham will you be the Papa of Venice forever cause I will be his Daddy forever too?" 

He covered his face with his hands, trying to control his emotions. But I can see his chin it's already quivering and I can see tears rolling on his side eyes.

I went down the bed and move closer to him. I put my head on his chest and now I can hear the rhythm of his heart beating the same as mine.

I didn't put all my weight on him but he pulled and hug me while sobbing.

After for how minutes of crying he finally say something.

"Vegas, I'm also scared of losing you, because you know how much I love you now. Please don't stop loving me, until we get so many wrinkles, until we can't walk anymore okey. You have to promise me" he said shaking me.

I got up and change our position.  Now he is sitting on my lap.

"I'll promise to love you until the day I die" I promise and squeeze his ass

"Okey" he said shy now his turning red

"Now for your answer?" I asked him again.

"Big YES Mr. Vegas Theerapanyakul"

"So now, read this" I said and pointed at my shirt then to his shirt then to Venice.

"TOGETHER FOREVER, AND EVER"

One more chapter to go.

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Thank you for reading....