JEONGIN'S DIARY
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I met a really handsome guy today.
Name hyunjin.
And first snow fell. Instead of my cat, he's the one I met.
Are we gonna last together for a long time?
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My scholarship approved.I moved to university dorms. Leaving my orphanage and my messy life there. And my cat.
is that why I didn't able to meet my cat that snow fall this year???? I guess We weren't supposed to be together for a long time anymore.
I wonder am I going to Meet hyunjin again?
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I met him. I met hyunjin. He's so handsome. My heart fluttering when he smiles. Woow!!
how comes he so beautiful.
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What's this feeling. I can't get him out of mind.
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Seungmin? I have a bad feeling about him
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I really want to get close to hung.
I told him everything. Except my history. opening up to him is such a relief.
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He hugged me. Hyunjin hugged me today at his house. It felt so warm and was filled with love. I think My heart stopped.
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I'm gonna learn well and be rich. So hung and me can live together happily. Only if he accepts my feelings :-\
i really wonder what kind of feeling he have for me
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I want to confess him. Is it too early. What if he sees me as a just friend. Or as a Younger brother??? my brain going crazy.
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I was going to confess him. I went to his house. But I saw he sitting in the park with seungmin. Seungmin clinging in to hung bit too much.
I turned back. I don't wanna be a nag. So I left.
Should I stop my feelings for him??
and
can i do it??????
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Hyung looks busy these days. We can't meet up much anymore. And seungmin always trailing after him.
Are they in a relationship???
i dont want to be a nag to hyung. all i wish is him to all fine and healthy. i wish i could help hyung with everything.
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Let anything happen. I'm going to confess him in next first snow fall. I can't hold this anymore.
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All I want hyung to be happy and live a long time without getting hurt.
Hyung promise me!!! Youll be healthy and happy , for me!!!
Tears draining white pages. He kneeled down.
" My Innie..."
All memories kept tangling flashing destroying his mind.
Please come back!
He kept mumbling his only wish , which he knew that will never happen.
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Gone!
FanfictionI'll remember you forever.... My first love! Until the next flake falls bringing your soul to me again..... Please come to me ๑.｡*♡˘*.｡*♡◍✧*。 Eyes dried out faced with reality, not a single oasis to be found in your heart. And still wandering t...
