The Rogue Alpha

Chapter 12: Can You Still Trust Me?

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Chapter 12

Jensen's POV

I still held her in my arms even after she requested for me to talk about the invasion. In all honesty, I never wanted her to find out. Because I was afraid she wouldn't understand and then I would lose her.

"Jensen, I'm waiting." She said, her voice hard.

"Right. Um.." I trailed off. I don't even know where to begin.

"What did she mean by invade?" Emma asked, this time she got out of my hold and sat far from me.

"I was Alpha's second. What he knew, I knew too. We are sort of like the Imboscata only we don't ambush. We take it full on." I took a breath and laid flat on the dirt ground.

I was intent on giving her the full story.

"She'll think differently about us then." My wold said somberly, I know he was upset about the outcomes. I was too.

"I wanted to expand The Faded Loyals. My Alpha said chose any region, and I decided to stay near him a bit. So that I could embark on an easy trip and have my Alpha easily up to date." She sat far from me now. Showing no signs of coming closer either.

"When I found out that there was a pack near us, all I could think about was, I'll invade them, have them become Faded Loyals. If they refuse, their only way out was death." I said, thinking back on it now, it seemed pretty stupid. But I guess, when you meet someone, your views change.

"When you came into our territory, my Alpha came to visit. I was showing him around the area and soon enough I was going to show him your pack. Then you were there..." I trailed off, not sure if she wanted to hear this part.

"And?" She prompted, looking a bit annoyed. Or maybe it's hurt? I don't know, I wasn't good at reading emotions.

"I was debating whether I should hold you hostage. You know, threaten your pack, that if they didn't change then your death was in their hands. I was about to. But then you ran away." I noticed that she stood up and turned so that all I was seeing was her back.

Once again, my neck was tingly. I still don't know what Emma's mom meant when she said it was a great feeling. To be honest, I was annoyed, but I didn't try to show it.

"Why didn't you have me hostage?" She asked suddenly, turning around. I saw then that her face held tears that didn't want to fall. Instantly I felt worse. I didn't want to see her like that. Immediately I stood up and walked over to her. I wasn't even thinking, it felt like my body was moving on its own accord.

I hugged her and she stiffened. She quickly pulled out of the hug and moved away. You can't imagine the dejected pain I felt when she suddenly left.

"Go on." she ordered. Quickly I did.

"I didn't have you hostage because even though you seemed very broken, you still stood stronger than that. Like as if you were still in control. I thought, briefly, of having you in our pack either way. But I didn't see you again. Then you kept coming to my mountain and my Alpha got angry. That was the day you left." I sighed, now it got to the bad part.

"Alpha questioned my loyalty. He said I was protecting you instead. I told him that it wasn't possible. That I was just making sure you would stay off until the pack invasion." I began to stare at my hands anything but her. I couldn't see the hatred and possible resentment that could be held in her eyes.