Darkness (John Wick x Female Reader)

Chapter 16

You almost fainted when John kissed you... Well, he was still kissing you, he wasn't going to back out.
You allowed him to push you back onto the bed so that he can crawl on top of you, is this really happening?
You go to pinch yourself a couple of times and John breaks away gently, looking down in amusement, 'what? Are you trying to see if this is all real? or a dream?' You feel your face grow hot. He wasn't dumb, and he hadn't come down in the last shower, that's for sure.
He kissed your nose tenderly, 'I promise you this, this isn't a dream at all'.

'But... What about-'.

'I know, I've held myself back for far too long. It was hard to keep myself together'.

'But earlier on, back in Mill Neck. We hadn't spoken for ages and-'.

'Because I was too nervous to say anything to you, and seeing as you never said anything to me I only assumed you weren't interested in being friends'.

Oh, Jesus, we were going in fucking circles.

You try not to laugh too hard, 'oh, I was thinking the same thing-', you're cut off by John's lips once again as he lowers his body down onto your, pressing you into the mattress a little more, but being careful not to crush you.
You hold onto his shoulder tightly, allowing him to take control. You hadn't been in a sexual relationship for quite some time, so you were nervous.
You tense when he pulls back just a little so that he could touch your breasts, massaging them gently as he groaned softly against your mouth. You like how he was larger than you, how he towered over you, caged you in as his.

'Open your legs a little more'.

He whispered against you lips and you did as you were told and you waited as he lodged himself perfect between your thighs. You felt the buckle of his belt against your sensitive area and you hissed in slight pain.

'Shit, sorry'.

'It's just the belt buckle'.

John was quick to take it off and you sigh in relief as the metal was gone, 'can I?' You like how John asked for permission, what a gentleman.
You gasped out aloud when he rocked into you, grinding his hips against your pelvis, 'shit that feels good', he whispered before kissing you again.

That's all you two did.
He didn't shove himself into you tonight, not yet anyway. He wasn't one to rush things like this and you didn't mind that at all. You were too nervous to do that sort of thing, but when you thought about John, you don't see him as someone who would do such a thing either.

You hold onto him tightly when he halts to a stop and tenses up tight. He's cumming and you can feel it. It's not long before you fall over the edge as well.

'Shit!'

You wrap your legs around his hips tightly and John winces, 'shit, that's tight', he grips your thoughs firmly to stop you from squeezing him too hard.

That was fucking intense.

The two of you lay, panting, on the bed. Of course, you can't believe that you had just done that. You didn't really have sex, but the both of you certainly got off on the thought... In a way.

'Shit'.

John slowly pulls himself away from you, 'I uh, have to get cleaned up', you look away from him in embarrassment, 'yeah, you do that', you'd have to do that same too.
You want to look at him but you feel like you're going to faint and you don't want to risk that, not when you've just experience this unexpected turn of event.

'Holy shit'.