Old Flames

Guilt

As soon as she stepped in the door and saw him sitting there. The boot of her newest demon pressed itself down on her chest.

"Hey sweetie, how has your day been?" Tyson paused his game.

"Oh... long. You know I hate afternoon shifts."

He made space for her on the couch and her guilt pressed down harder. She sat down with him and felt his embrace with a kiss. She could hardly breathe. She should tell him. He's her closest friend. She swallowed but before she could speak he interrupted the silence.

"Don't worry, babe. We only have to do it for a few more years. Then we'll be set. Vacations to Europe and fancy hotels. It's not too far away."

Tears threatened to drop from her eyes. She couldn't lose this. What if he decides he's done with her? It may be a big deal to him but it was just one mistake. She didn't love him any less. Love is different for her. She wouldn't do it again.
It was okay. From now on she wouldn't let herself be tempted like that.

She nuzzled her head into his chest.

"Yeah, we're almost there", she sighed.

His hands traveled up the back of her shirt and stroked her. His nails lightly brushing against her skin. She could breathe again.

The front door opened and Maria stepped in. She unzipped her jacket and Mindy felt her heart leap. Maria's body was glistening in the pale light with sweat. She made a sports bra look like lingerie.

"Hey, María, Just getting back from the gym?" Tyson asked.

"Yeah, it was nice but I'll leave you two for now." She winked and stepped out of the room.

"If only she stayed", Mindy thought. "Oh fuck" She pursed her lips. "I hate myself."