My Forbidden Mate

Chapter 12: Jacksons pov

Jared and I remained completely silent staring at each other until we both knew Alison is out of ear shot and in her room. The second we both know he steps farther into my office turning his head to see my broken office chair.
"I really liked  that chair asshole. That was basically my chair."
I laugh despite myself. "Go ahead Jared, say what you need to say."
He sighs running his hands through his hair gruffly. "What the actual fuck man? I mean this is low even for you. Sabrina is your fucking mate and maybe that doesn't mean much to you... but her sister? God I can't even believe she would do this to Sabrina. I mean I know it's been a couple years and she has definitely grown up but she was so good... and pure."

I turn away from him getting up from my chair. I shove my hands into my pockets. I can't help but feel guilty because he's right. It doesn't matter if she's had sex or with how many guys, although I'm almost certain it was only her ex boyfriend. None of that matters. Her heart is pure and I... I'm pushing her into this environment and basically forcing her to act in a way I don't think she ever would if I wasn't her mate, "Shes still all those things. I'm the one whose tainted with bad intentions. This isn't her fault."
He stares me down assessing my words before speaking, "Are you fucking her?" 
I growl, "Not that it's any of your fucking business but no, we haven't done anything." Not completely true but that's still none of his goddamn business.
He chuckles in disgust, "she's barely a fucking adult Jackson, your 22. Seriously how low are you willing to go just to get your dick wet. I mean she's sexy as fuck, hell if I didn't know her when she had braces and carried around a damn one direction book bag I'd probably try to hit that too." He didn't get to finish his statement. Before he could even think to defend himself I had him pinned against the wall my elbow to his throat.

"Don't ever fucking talk about her like that again," I pushed my elbow into his neck harder, cutting off circulation completely. I saw panick in his eyes. My inner wolf purred with joy at my violent actions "You even think about touching her, or ever insinuate again she's anything other than the best fucking person you ever met I'll cut your fucking throat out without a single moment of guilt."

With that final promise I let him go and watch him clench his throat pulling air back into his lungs.
I turn my back to him expecting him to just leave. Suddenly I hear his condescending laughter.
"Oh fuck this is worse than I thought. Your not fucking her. But god you want to be. And it's not just because she's hot."
I tense up and slowly look back at him. "Shutup." But it's to late I can see the answer clicking into place in his head.
"She's your mate. Not Sabrina."
I think about trying to deny it but I know there's no use. After the way I just assaulted him just for talking about her I've made it crystal fucking clear what she is to me. I nod my head. "She's my mate. And I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do with that."
He leans against the wall, understanding and what looks to be pity flooding his eyes. "That's why you were looking into loopholes into the contract. You wanted to end it so you could be with her." I scoffed, "ye and there is not a fucking loophole possible. I can't be with her, not completely. I have to marry Sabrina to protect my pack. Even if I did break the contract and took her as my mate and claimed her as the real Luna... she would be a Luna to an empty pack. And he would slaughter every single member of my pack. You see how much he despises his own flesh. He would kill them as revenge for me disgracing the daughter he loves and choosing the daughter he hates.  If I chose her over my pack it wouldn't matter. She would never want a version of me that could let his entire pack die. And the guilt she would put on herself. I can't do that to her."

He sighs, "what are you going to do man.?"

I clenched my fists at my side. Being an alpha and having all this pent up aggression all the time is hard enough when I'm not being pushed into a corner controlled by decisions I should have never fucking made. 

"I'm gonna marry Sabrina. I'm going to claim the mating spot on her neck... effectively cutting off all mating ties to Alison, rejecting her as my mate."

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